Saturday, July 14, 2007

been to band concert. music was soso.. xms alumni really power.. ben and jo has brought up the issue of setting up a choir alumni again, but they relli think too simply of it. not only we hafta round up the seniors and others, we cant probably set up a choir wif totally no vision and mission. they say they miss singing, so do i, but it's also a mattter of committment. din reallly wanna comment much abt it so i decided to let it pas.

met alot of ppl, and i do mean ALOT. choir juniors, some frenz and buddies, and ya some colleagues who are somehow related to some of the performers on stage. the kids have gotten quite good i must say compared to last year, alumni's still as good, after all nth beats seeing ur own frens performing on stage for u.

i mus say i have became quite a good actor. things that were not wad my heart wanted to express kept showing either on my face or juz blurted out frm my mouth. i'm sick and tired of putting up a mask whenever meeting ppl, regardless frens or family or bitches. it's not easy, but i'm getting used to it. emotions cooped up within, but i dun really wanna do anything abt it. ppl who understand me well enough kept asking me wad's wrong, ppl who dun says im being more and more childish. i really dunno how to express myself, nor do i wanna say it out, but u dun express me to walk around and tell everyone wad're the probs i'm facing ya?ppl will juz say i'm juz being a whiner and let's move on. ( i dun mean everyone, juz ppl whu dunno)

i'm tired, really tired, mebbe i shld seek for eternal rest.

Hebe rocks :+: Encore On :+: Saturday, July 14, 2007

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