I'm back wif yet another crappy post. haha.. i tink this blog is becoming more of a nonsensical blog but nvm, COS IT'S MY BLOG! lol.
I dunno y.. but my frens all seems to be very weird these few days.. had my FIT presentation on wednesday. tink everything went quite ok except for a few accidents here and there.. haven been playin bball this week cos court cannot use bcos some temple ppl set up tentage at our court lor.. si bei sian. den today went dwn the metal part stil haben remove but we played bball still. kinda felt weird when my mei rachel din tok muc to me today. hope nth is wrong wif her ba. ah xian is troubled over ivy stuff i tink.. he looked so sian today. seems like alot of my frens are having quite a bit of probs these few days.
First of all, I'M SO SORRY FOR NT BLOGGING FOR SO DAMN LONG!!
haha.. realli sry guys,been busy wif alot of stuff. This month is one of the few months wif the most number of ppl having bday. been celebrating for them. And i haf projects to hand in. I'm proud to say tt i solo blaw and managed to break my personal record of nt sleeping for 50 hrs. It was a horrible experience.
Sorta became close wif one of the gals at my bball court - Rachel. She's a realli swt gal and easy to get along wif. Her personality is very nice also. haa.. Best part, she stays near my hse! gt companion to go dwn play bball together le! muahaha. so happy. she kinda acknowledge me as her kor and we haf became quite close now. Hope we can still be kor n mei for a long time to come.
after losing contact wif hy for so many mths, i happened to see her online last nite. attempted to haf a chat wif her but things didn't turn out well. she still seems to be avoiding me. haiz. very sad but sometimes things can't be helped i guess. If only it is that easy to forget that someone whom u once loved so much.
Read in tt gbd's blog abt the definition of happiness. sometimes i also dunno wad's happiness. My senses haf been numbed for so long. and things aint goin tt well as i wished for it to be. my class starts to sux more and more. seriously. aint gonna say names but those who noe wad's goin on shld noe ba.
i admire ppl who haf the courage to confront ppl regarding issues tt they disagree wif.
i admire ppl who haf done serious wrong and still haf the face to say tt she's right all along.
i admire thick skin ppl who has contributed nth but shit into the proj and still dare to say he's done a great job.
i admire those bitches who still can smile at ppl they hate to the core.
i admire ppl who does things that are against their own conscience.
I nv haf the courage, the guts to do all those things that ppl i admire dare to do. it's more like i'm afraid fo retribution and karma. i dun like to let others noe abt my troubles and woes, but things are realli getting out of control and i need to vent it out.
My life's alr full of regrets, but i guess tt's y ppl say we've all been screwed the day we were born. I miss my r3 freshies and fellow sb/sc. i miss hy. i miss my sec 4 mates. i miss choir practises. i miss the time where we lie on the floor of the bball court lookin at the sky and tokin abt our dreams. i miss the time where we used to play bball at least 5hrs a day. i miss the times where we wreck havoc at jalan kayu prata shop.
I hate NP and i hate my class. i feel so smothered.
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