ever tried finding breathing a burden itself? tt's wad's hapening to me.. apt ending soon ^^
been to band concert. music was soso.. xms alumni really power.. ben and jo has brought up the issue of setting up a choir alumni again, but they relli think too simply of it. not only we hafta round up the seniors and others, we cant probably set up a choir wif totally no vision and mission. they say they miss singing, so do i, but it's also a mattter of committment. din reallly wanna comment much abt it so i decided to let it pas.
went back school today. now in office. yeah.. i'm so fcked. it's been settled that i'm 99% gonna fail apt. aint nth tt i can do abt it. fucked to the core. dun ask me y. it's fucking stiupid that i hate it. things might even get worse. dunno yet. nxt week willget answert frm school.
thanks everyone for giving me support and cheering me on during this period. appreciate it, relaly. i'm sorry to let u all down. i ought to die. but i can't, cos i owe u guys a big one.
to sec school buddies: u guys formed a great part of my memories, i'm grateful for ur presence, ur nonsense, bullshit and etc. love u all.
to jc peeps: though it was juz one yr we spent tgt, but i tink those times will we spent together will last us a lifetime of memories. pw mates, u guys rock on~
choir buddies(sec school,jc and SYC): yea music rocked our life eh? let us keep music alive, with our heart and soul, for life would had been dull and lifeless without it.
jam mates( yeah u asses, u're finally on my blog):
cool stuff i've learnt frm u guys, nt juz music, it's life too. aint the same person since knowing u suckers, drink and drive aint safe,so pls stop doing that especially jon.
poly peeps(so long i noe u can liao): ya poly life's tough, those in yr 2, hang in there, those in year 3, graduation is soon for u guys, 1 mroe sem nia. jyjy!
mahjong khakis: pong! hu!! haha.. sry to those tt i won a bit too much of their cash, maxi still owe m prata but nvm, if i live through this, i'll claim it from u. piggin out and spending precious weekends wif u all really bring some life in me. and sorta inspired me to be a "tai tai"/xiao bai lian.
maplers(bootes &aquila alike,especially to xlastlegacyx): how can ileave out u guys, u guys were there when i'm down, doing lame stuff, ksing, clock-ing,zak-ing,gq-ing. stupid game it may be, but i'm glad tt i palyed for i wld nv be able to noe great ppl like u guys. =) and stop callin me shemale pls. =x
besties(too many,cant name alll here la): u guys formed the major support pillar for me, wo ai ni men! haha.
last but nt least, kbox partners: thanks for bearing wif my horrendous singing. u guys relli sing well, especially cgz, phy. nxt yr go join pss3 if haf. sure win.
tt's abt it.im nt sure wad im gonna do nxt, mebbe juz jump off my office, or quit school, or go get bang by car agains. to those i left out, sry im nt in the right state of mind now. dun owrry abt me, mebbe i'm juz plain depressed again, wo ai ni men.
well peeps juz refrain frm calling me/chatting to me. i need som peace. and to those i gave attitude to, sorry for pssing u off, really sorry.
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