Saturday, July 29, 2006
I'm back wif yet another crappy post. haha.. i tink this blog is becoming more of a nonsensical blog but nvm, COS IT'S MY BLOG! lol.
Been busy these few days, but the thing is i dunno wad i'm busy wif. haha. busy over nth i guess. and i 've come to notice tt i haf a confused memory. I kept puttin words in ppl's mouth juz because i heard another person(A) saying tt and i assumed that it was B who made tt statement. is sumting wrong wif me? =/
Been recieving alot of smses frm ppl i miss alot. haha.. Finally am goin to haf a outing wif the sr choir peeps nxt sunday. But it's so darn near exam period but oh wells, guess i haf some time management to do. haha. and while workin at my new fruit stall last sunday, i saw her!!! She's wif her sis and parents la.. den her mum saw me and came over to tok to me.. my heart skipped a few beats when i saw her coming lor. wah. but den so damn happy la.. finally get to see her after 3mths.. den we kinda had a mini chatting session over sms. den tok to her on msn also.
Heard on the news that there gonna be fare hikes for bus and train AGAIN! wtf la.. the ppl's salary nv go up den keep increasing fees. say dunno wad lj petrol cost increase so bo bian.. knn.. they still making profit wad.. wad kind of public transport is this la.. public good so ex de meh? tink we nv study econs ar.. juz because we haf no other alternatives den they purposely want eat our money so charge higher fares.. kns sia.. if their service good den increase i dun realli mind. but do u consider waiting for 162 at thomson to go back amk for 25mins durin off-peak hour good service? waiting for 162 sometime can drag up to 35 mins if u are unlucky. During peak hours 162 always come in single decks. sometimes dunno hafta miss how many buses den can manage to squeeze in lo.. 74 alot double deck budden all come in irregular timing. tt's y i dun like takkin SBS buses, cos their timing always irregular, it sometimes can come up to 5mins earlier or 10mins late. they think we student enjoy being late izzit? Ppl say cheap stuff cannot expect much out of it, budden this kind of quality dare to charge us so ex.. poly student pay adult fare alr si bei buay song when our counterparts in jc are still paying CHILDREN FARE! Just how fair can the system get.
On a side note, the chinese Hungry Ghost festival is here. and this yr 2 mths some more.. sian ar.. 2mths cannot go out till late late.. if nt parent kpkb again.den dunno y my mei also dun wan tok to me these few days.. very sian sia.. and skool work is gettin more and more tuff.. i tink i'm gonnna screw up badly for my costing le.. shit man.. i need tuition.. haiz.. sad sad sad sad sad..
itinkistillcanteraseherfrommymemory. =(
Hebe rocks :+: Encore On :+: Saturday, July 29, 2006
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Friday, July 21, 2006
I dunno y.. but my frens all seems to be very weird these few days.. had my FIT presentation on wednesday. tink everything went quite ok except for a few accidents here and there.. haven been playin bball this week cos court cannot use bcos some temple ppl set up tentage at our court lor.. si bei sian. den today went dwn the metal part stil haben remove but we played bball still. kinda felt weird when my mei rachel din tok muc to me today. hope nth is wrong wif her ba. ah xian is troubled over ivy stuff i tink.. he looked so sian today. seems like alot of my frens are having quite a bit of probs these few days.
oh ya. all rodeo peeps and ppl who are interested to join baoc nxt yr, pls support Shaoping k?she's tt cute cute pretty pretty funny asco of rodeo. ALL JOIN GRP 2 HOR! friday's coming later. woots! i luv fridays. friday = bball day. haha.. so happy. i luv bball. exp playing wif my 603 buddies. lol.
Hebe rocks :+: Encore On :+: Friday, July 21, 2006
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
First of all, I'M SO SORRY FOR NT BLOGGING FOR SO DAMN LONG!!
haha.. realli sry guys,been busy wif alot of stuff. This month is one of the few months wif the most number of ppl having bday. been celebrating for them. And i haf projects to hand in. I'm proud to say tt i solo blaw and managed to break my personal record of nt sleeping for 50 hrs. It was a horrible experience.
Sorta became close wif one of the gals at my bball court - Rachel. She's a realli swt gal and easy to get along wif. Her personality is very nice also. haa.. Best part, she stays near my hse! gt companion to go dwn play bball together le! muahaha. so happy. she kinda acknowledge me as her kor and we haf became quite close now. Hope we can still be kor n mei for a long time to come.
after losing contact wif hy for so many mths, i happened to see her online last nite. attempted to haf a chat wif her but things didn't turn out well. she still seems to be avoiding me. haiz. very sad but sometimes things can't be helped i guess. If only it is that easy to forget that someone whom u once loved so much.
Read in tt gbd's blog abt the definition of happiness. sometimes i also dunno wad's happiness. My senses haf been numbed for so long. and things aint goin tt well as i wished for it to be. my class starts to sux more and more. seriously. aint gonna say names but those who noe wad's goin on shld noe ba.
i admire ppl who haf the courage to confront ppl regarding issues tt they disagree wif.
i admire ppl who haf done serious wrong and still haf the face to say tt she's right all along.
i admire thick skin ppl who has contributed nth but shit into the proj and still dare to say he's done a great job.
i admire those bitches who still can smile at ppl they hate to the core.
i admire ppl who does things that are against their own conscience.
I nv haf the courage, the guts to do all those things that ppl i admire dare to do. it's more like i'm afraid fo retribution and karma. i dun like to let others noe abt my troubles and woes, but things are realli getting out of control and i need to vent it out.
My life's alr full of regrets, but i guess tt's y ppl say we've all been screwed the day we were born. I miss my r3 freshies and fellow sb/sc. i miss hy. i miss my sec 4 mates. i miss choir practises. i miss the time where we lie on the floor of the bball court lookin at the sky and tokin abt our dreams. i miss the time where we used to play bball at least 5hrs a day. i miss the times where we wreck havoc at jalan kayu prata shop.
I hate NP and i hate my class. i feel so smothered.
Hebe rocks :+: Encore On :+: Tuesday, July 18, 2006
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