Sunday, January 22, 2006
hi ppl..sry for nt updating since new yr.. haha.. feeelin guilty sia.. firstly, thanks to all who wished my happy bday regardless when u wished.. thanks.. very touched.. time too summarise wad i haf done..basically, nth much happened till my bday itself.. y? i gt the usual shitty results and i guess all i can do is study hard which i still haven been doin.. had wcom test on my bday itself( i noe how shitty it is.. tell me sumting i dunno) and i m damn confident i had flunked it.. hhaha... went out wif ben, dearest maxi and piggy, cute jasmine and childish ellyn.. haha.. it felt juz like the old times la.. hangin out together doin lame and stupid stuff.. had the jc feelin back in me.. den the nxt day wen to huting's bbq.. haha.. kinda weird cos mostly there are her colleagues.. our sec 4 class de very few came due to various reasons.. but made this new cool dude thru teck peng and we shared bit of our card tricks.. lol.. had fun sia..
hmm.. time for some airing of thoughts ba.. a fren juz asked me recently " liao bi ar.. so how's ur poly life ar? haf u settled dwn in a clique of urs?"
i was like stunned for a while.. den tinkin back.. i realised i dun belong anywhere.. nt tt i dun haf frens.. juz tt.... i m part of all the cliques i noe.. juz in my sec 4 class alone, i was in the choir clique, 1e4 clique, magic cards clique and bball clique.. i m part of so many cliques, but when it comes to the end, i dun realli belong to any.. haha.. kinda qi chan.. to put it in nicer terms, i m sociable, to speak the turuth, i m juz invisible.. somehow, ppl whom i nv contact for millions of yrs wil gt hold of my number and find me, and most of the time is juz to get a favour frm me... well, nt tt all do this( swt ppl like zi xiang would juz sms to ask how i m doin but most of the oterhs, u noe who u r...) haha... kinda like toilet bowl rite? ppl always dun care abt u until they gt shit to throw to u.. i guess tt's my life.. haiz..
oh.. i found this DISC personality test report which i did long time ago.. haha.. tings tt i din agree wif seems to be coming true. on of the sentence said " u r nv born a leader, but ppl always seek u to help them achieve their dreams. in the end, u r juz a tool to help them achieve their goals."
some of my frens say i m stupid to help these ppl but still, i believe that if it is within my abilities, i should gif my best to help a fren.. tt's wad frens are for rite? haha.. how ironic my life is sia..
haiz.. stil gt a few projects nt done yet.. kns.. tink better pia le... lol.. as if rite? k la.. i will try my best to pia..
To hanyi and Ruifang, early happy bday.. stay happy and cheerful always k? (hey sweeties, will pass u ur presents soon). end of entry. go slp le~
Hebe rocks :+: Encore On :+: Sunday, January 22, 2006
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