Et3r[N]|Ty^

2008-05-06T20:03:00.001+08:00

shifted to a new blog due to too many unwanted pests visiting this blog. be gone u insolent imbeciles. =P pm me in msn if u want my new address.

weird

2008-04-28T03:19:00.000+08:00

insomnia now. Can't sleep. Weird things are happening to me and i dunno why. The eyes are back. :(

Life's alright. Final sem, class sucks. Stuck with this fucker on monday classes and another dumb brown fuck on monday and friday. Tough days ahead.

I think i'm rather happy with my clique now though. Not the ones in school, my mahjong buddies. Life's never boring with them. Other ppl? No time for me i guess. I'm just a spare, only called upon when they need me, or when they feel like it. -.-

Sat's benette's chalet, gonna have lotsa sr ppl. What a drag. Damn.

long journey

2008-03-08T02:45:00.000+08:00

lotsa stuff to say, lotsa emotions.

CNY was bad, gambling most of the time, neglect studies then go final exams. can't say it's my khakis fault cos is i agree to go myself =x

final exams, anything tt needed calculations as kinda bad. 5 papers 4 papers screwed. hope will fail none. this final exam marks the end of the 3 yrs journey in poly for most of us, while a few hafta stay back for a sem or two.

kinda sad at the thought that we'll all move seperate ways, and i know for sure we wont relli keep in touch. well at least i know my dearest chelly and linnie will still contact me.. the rest.. i dunno abt them.. a few of them gt bf liao = no more fren wif me.. wad can i say? lol?

so after exams I took up financial planning course with mage and ganesh.. waking up early morning and cramming into MRT with everyone's a chore, but at least i get to see pretty OLs.. wahaha.. and all those shuai salesman too!! =D

and.... last thursday got to meet up with babe after like so long.. damn happy.. and it's like 4 mths since i've been to kbox.. and the last time was with her too. =D sang alot of new songs, either my range decrease or the songs are getting higher.. falsetto was in good form though =x anw it's really good to see her once in a while despite our busy schedules.. and she's juz flew off to china with her family today to attend to some family matters. hope she's safe and is having fun.

other than gg for clases now all i do at home is play CabalSEA or facebook.. and doing review questions for my course.. cos gt exams in a mth's time.. sad right? freaking no life..

tink nth more to blog abt.. haha.. tk care everyone! =)

PS: I'm so gonna go watch step up 2!

21 yr old

2008-01-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO~ ok i noe i shldnt draggedso long.. but still.. lazy to blog+ no time + pics haven get back yet.. so quite late then blog...

turned 21 last saturday.. celebration dated back to 17th jan.. met up with my cute darlings.. Celes, Cher, Magde, Max and xiying.. had dinner at what celes so called 4.80 restaurant.. food's quite nice except we gt conned a bit.. cos of magde being so blur.. =x but still.. it's damn nice.. then we went HK cafe.. i treat them desert.. piggy celes and magde ate toast in additional with the desert.. haha.. quite amazed that they can eat so mcuh despite being so skinny! gosh.. anw babes i love the watch u all gave me. =)

18th jan was madness.. cmpb checkup wasted abt 7 hrs.. but was fun though.. blood test and all.. lol.. went back school but was kinda late.. maxi perforemd finish liao =( walked around and went SU to help out abit then go home change to meet up with class.. had dinner at novena there.. forgot the name.. food's good.. tink ate wif johnson and gang b4.. lol.. the kids gave me a very nice present.. super touched by the turnout and the prezzie.. then went to this pub called Double C.. looked like a barber shop and it was damn smelly.. we kenna conned of a fake martel at first by the fcking waitress.. we made quite a din till the boss came out to apologise and replaced one bottle for us.. he was such a nice dude la.. still treat me drinks cos it was my bday.. haha. the waterfall was so bloody strong.. but nice.. =D left the place earlier cos of SU committments and went to met up wif gz and fang...

THEY FREAKING CONNED ME!! say mahjong.. but was turned out to be a surprise party.. winson,darling kq, kokrui wifey, fang, gz,yk surprised me with a cake.. and they got me a wallet.. super touched.. love the mango cake.. thanks alot peeps.. =D

sat was a day full of chalets.. happy birthday bros and sistas.. on 20th: Amel, Huiting, Karin 21st: Jeff, Gordon and Sean. we are the 21 yrs YOUNG clan.. ahha.. took tonnes of pics.. only received 2 so far.. so i shall show the nicer one..

hurray

2008-01-14T16:05:00.000+08:00

finished wisp. human comm more or less done. fcking pissed. whycan't people just follow instructions? all i asked was them to be early, or the bottomline was to be punctual. why can't they juz listen for once? i'm so fucking pissed that i could feel the old me coming back. i thought giving a heck care attitude would make things easier for me. but it seems otherwise.

i dunno if it's just me, or it's really i can't work with people in poly. either some are way tooooo hardworking.. or some just can't be bothered. hardworking ones.. i just feel that i can't keep up, heck care ppl.. juz piss me to the core.. well at least not wif the guysin my class for the past sems..

anyways it's all over. dun wanna gif a damn shit about those jackasses.

oh btw, i hereby declare that thiss week is JEREMY WEEK! MY WEEK! WAHAHAHA. omg bday's coming.. I DUN WANNA BE AN ADULT !!! T.T

week 1

2008-01-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

this week= bad week. nothing much acheived, lotsa disappointment.

common test results; lets not talk about it. bloody crap.

WISP on monday was shitty, no presentation, zo bo. and my grp aint prepared at all. human comm was even crapoy thx to tt bitch insisting we make vid/skit,

nothing much on tues.. met up with cher and maxi to gif maxi tuition (cher was tagging along to provide entertainment). god i'm so in love with her macbook.

thur was slacking day, backache, din go for lectures. doc said the same old crap and gave same old medications. boring

ytd.. kinda happy day for me.lessons were all relatively short and we rotted at ourspace@72. the new student lounge.. cool~ nice nice big big still gt aircon. can slack, rot, mug, do proj.. wee~

went out of kx and kq after tt... dinner at marina sq, walk around esplanade.. kq accompanied to amk then we toook 22 tgt. hehe.. after tt met up wif yk and gz.. the 2 pigs ate prata.. i drink only.. lol..

oh.. and the birthday babies this week(includes sat and sunday): Zi xiang, Jeremy yang, Rena, Jing Lin, Wee Kian and Lucas.. HAPPY 21ST BDAY!!! =D

everyone's turning 21st.. so cool~ haha.. my turn nxt sat.. hohoho~ but juz to clarify some things.. I aint celebrating not because i don't want. it's just that everyone's celebrating on my birthday itself.. be it their bday on 20th jan or 21st jan.. all on 19th.. for convenience.. and since.. they alr sent out invitations first, it's only right i give way right? =) hehe..

song in my head

2008-01-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

看似画笔的树梢　
把天涂成蓝色调

莫非用眼泪做颜料
画一道彩虹会更好
看那朵云　像不像白色羽毛
堆砌在空中　舍不得飘
我好想他　于是我原地旋绕
让他有空时　瞧一瞧

等的人　等待中花落知多少
经得起　岁月动摇
想的人　感伤的日落知多少
或许这世界上　有些梦
美在永远握不到

风儿握住的树梢
天空是思念纸条
为我涂满我的微笑
想要问候他好不好

看那朵云　是我想飞的羽毛
堆砌在空中　放慢地飘
我好想他　于是我将心缠绕
静静地守候着人潮

等的人　等待中花落知多少
经得起　岁月动摇
想的人　感伤的日落知多少
或许这世界上　有些梦美
在永远握不到

等的人　等待中花落知多少
经得起　岁月动摇
想的人　感伤的日落知多少
或许这世界上　有些梦美在永远握不到

2008

2008-01-01T08:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!

haha 2007 has been rather horrid so hope 2008 would be a good one for everyone.. actually this post is made rather late BUT I DONT CARE. decided to backdate it to 1st jan.. hehe =P

2weeks of hols, fully occupied/schedule packed. Wad else can i do ? projs, meeting up wif peeps, mahjong wif my darling khakis, gg out with guild ppl.. haha.. rather fulfilling and tiring i must say..

new year resolution for 2008: RESOLUTION? ARE U MAD? alright.. who on earth sticks to their resolution anyways? haha.. juz wanna have a smooth sailing year ahead.. ns and all.. and 21st bday coming with no celebrations planned.. juz meeting up and gatherings i guess.. so many january babies turning 21.. gosh.. WELCOME TO THE MONTH OF JANUARY WHERE GREAT PPL ARE BORN!!! HOHOHHOHOHOHOO! =p

dare u deny? JAY CHOU'S BORN O 18TH JAN HOR!! SIAO SIAO!! HAHAHAHHA.. alright im mad.. but u get the point.. happy bday to Jerry Yan of (ex)F4.. ahhahaha.. anw let me track back a little of the highlights of dec 2007.

xmas eve + xmas day= mahjong madness.. we basically juz palyed and palyed and played.. sang karaoke at cherene's hse.. then mahjong.. her hse.. fengsui weirds.. lol.. sometimes good for me sometimes kinda bad but overall i like it.. did many amazing stuff wif the tiles i got.. oh ya.. for the first time i actually exchanged presents.. well mebbe nt the first but i sur dun do that often..

new yr eve= slacking.. hohohoho... we rot at maxi's hse.. palyed taboo.. eat.. watch taipei countdwn.. kinda fun.. hanging out wif these cute babes.. haha.. love ya all!!!

recap of 2007(in my p.o.v): jan.. soso la.. damn happy cos celebrated bday wif chelly they all and had quite a bit of fun..

feb.. crappy mth.. final exams and all.. and FCKING ATTACHMENT one week after new year..

march to aug: let's not talk abt it. horrible fcked up shit.

sept.. gz's bday.. seb's bday... had lotsa fun.. esp gz's bday.. haha.. cos gt my darling kokrui to crap around!!

oct.. first week was spent at home sick.. then worked at fcked up co. called AP comm.. did relief teaching tooo.. oh.. had 3 great bday celebrations.. xy's (bennette gt so fking drunk), maxi's( cant recall wad we did but think shld be rather fun) and of cos johnson's( hope ur parents din mind us raping u that hard. HAHA!)

nov.. school starts.. fast paced.. crappy shit.. tonnes of stuff... gt into quite a bit of trouble i itnk.. oh and worked for the 933 event..

guess tt kinda sums up my year.. 2007= fcked up.. screwed real bad but survived it. guess if i cld dig through those crap, tink this yr shld be a breeze.. hehs.. once again HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 TO ALLL!!!!!! hope it's a smoothsailing one for all my beloved buddies.. and hope all buddies get their wishes come true =)

leadership

2007-12-20T13:50:00.000+08:00

found an interesting story on tricia's blog. here it goes.

The organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was in charge. Each organ took a turn to speak up.
Brain: I should be in charge because I run all body functions.
Blood: I should be in charge because I circulate oxygen for the brain.
Stomach: I should be in charge because I process food for the brain.
Legs: I should be in charge because I take the brain where it wants to go.
Eyes: I should be in charge because I let the brain see where it's going.
Asshole: I should be in charge because I get rid of your waste.

All the other parts laughed so hard and this made the asshole very mad. To prove his point, the asshole immediately slammed tightly closed and stayed that way for 6 days, refusing to rid the body of any waste whatsoever.

Day 1 - Brain got a terrible headache and cried out for relief
Day 2 - Stomach got bloated and began to ache terribly
Day 3 - Legs got cramps and became unstable
Day 4 - Eyes became watery and vision became blurred
Day 5 - Blood became toxic and poisoned the body
Day 6 -The other organs agreed to let the asshole be in charge.

MORAL OF THE STORY: NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, OR HOW IMPORTANT YOU THINK YOU ARE, YOU WILL FIND THAT IT IS ALWAYS AN ASSHOLE THAT IS TRULY IN CHARGE.

work, friendship, people, memories

2007-11-04T02:28:00.000+08:00

I've always wanted to blog since last sunday but have been bz till like now.. finished quite a bit of school work. hmmm where shall i start? let's start from last friday.

26th oct: Goodness, i've got like one of the best jobs on earth la.. for once, i feel that being free lance event co ordinator gt future.. the pay Legacy Comm was paying was rather good, and job scope is damn good too! All i had to do was to call up a few people, arrange for a bus, make sure the personnel gets delivered to the destination on time for event, and lotsa waiting and time wasting. sounds like delivering goods eh? just that i deliver celebrities that were attending the Singapore Golden Hits Award aka Jing Qu Jiang 2007. I've kenna quite a few hot stars eg Evan Cai Ming You and Angela Zhang and many more. saw alot of ppl frm media. quite an enjoyable experience but sadly din take fotos cos tt's the code of conduct, hafta be professional u noe.. =x the 2 days went off like a breeze and soon it was school time again. This weeks' been a rather bz week, lectures are getting rather heavy in content, had extra audit lecture on thurs and assignments to be handed in nxt week. project deadlines coming real soon too.

30th oct: went town wif kq, kx and wp. met up wif benzhu cos she wanna buy slippers but it happens that the design she wanted is all sold out so she hafta reserve wif the outlet in heerens. then went on to eat at nydc. had baked pasta. DAMN SHIOK CAN! lol.. shuang dao~ had the nutty mudpie.. woots. i'm in paradise~ all the nuts are damn nice la! then after dinner all went home cos nxt day still gt school. sian diao. but still, it's good to meet up wif the dear piggy once in a while juz when i was about to start missing her. =x

1st nov: super good start for the month except for the dumb audit lecture. met up wif chelly and linnie along wif mage. chilledout, catch up a lil wif my 2 beloved besties. (i realise i really cant do w.o them. dammit.) smoked seesha(dunno how u spell it so i shall spell it MY WAY =D) aint say it was a very pleasant taste but it's kinda fun. haha. and so the week ended wif me brain dead, trying to do my WISP and human comm assignments. spent whole of sat doing on these 2 assignments, met up wif cgz and jh at7+. and omg, GZ WAS ON TIME FOR THE FIRST TIME! and me and jh were still conspiring to reach around 8. heng i decided to go earlier if not gz wld had skinned me alive. came home, more assignments, and finally slack.

and i've finally setup my outlook express! dunno y but had quite some probs till tdy. anw it's finally functioning and i dun hafta spend time trying to login to my emails one by one. lol. and 0ut of boredom, i read the farewell email mc sent to us when she was abt to go off to aus for her studies. lotsa flashbacks, memories and feelings came back.. those were the times.. dammn i sound damn old.

friendships i've made since after i left srjc seems superficial. poly ppl juz seems so...... fake. not all, but it appears to me i've made quite a few. had a talk wif jen when we were waiting for her bf to come meet her. come to tink of it, how many of us, actually go out wif their classmates(other than besties) at least one a week? how many of us actually stay back after school juz to slack and talk/play? poly life.. really reflects working life.. ppl juz seems so nice.... til we actually get to work wif them.. some ppl can only be treated as playmates, when it comes to work, only very few can be depended on.. such is the cruelty of reality. Haven seen some frens for quite some time. really miss them.

ly, ll, nono, benji, fourtituders, wesley,eugene, rebecca, tweety, marshall, esmond, yiheng,yc, geok leng, ben ben, joyce, lao da... i miss u guys.. and all those i haven met for a long time(excluding those who i saw recently but only said hi), let's meet up soon ok? i miss u guys.. really.. but pls meet on weekends though=x tired and sleepy, shall end here. btw all pls support jay's new album. it's nice!

choir

2007-10-24T02:05:00.000+08:00

For as long as I have music, as long as there's a song for me to sing, i can find my way i can see a brighter day, the music in my life shall set my spirit free~

i miss my choir =(

miss eating hokkien mee after prac, gg to jalan kayu when we were at fernvale to gorge on prata after our SYF. the few of us doing talent time during choir camps "till the day my life is through, this i promise u~ *crosses finger*" AHAHAHHAAHHAHA!! really kuku.. guys, if u all do see this, let's meet up soon okies? tenors and bass BEST IN XM CHORALE!

replies to tag:
gz: nice of u to tag.. woots~
yk: eh kuku how come u noe my url? 0.0

tutorials started for the week.. damn happy to see joanna tsang and double as happy when she told me she my financial planning tutor. happy and sad to see esther once again. i missed her so much la! but sad she failed audit.. it nt she wld be working her ass off for apt. simon tan's my new audit tutor( alvin u kuku bird ps me!). his tutorial is damn boring.. slept for like 80%.. really bth.. i foresee this sem's gonna be a rather boring one.. things will be even boring as tweety and the rest are having their exams realllll soon.. so even few ppl to disturb.. anw working wif cherene and my tu di this weekends.. woots! $_$ Nintendo DS here i come~!

fresh start

2007-10-21T02:21:00.000+08:00

yo back again! haha.. i've finally finished my tutorials~~ *feels proud of myself* and i juz lvled in maple too! 73 le wahaha!!!

had a rather bz week... school jus started for me and i'm really not used to curriculum life... lectures seems kinda slack for me.. alot of tutors gone missing. alvin and elaine, ni men gei wo ji zhu!!! haha.. all the best for your future and thanks for teaching me and bearing wif my nonsense in class *3 cheers for my tutors!*

back to lectures... my lecturers only company law and financial planning de are nice. the rest really cna make me slp comfortably in lecture.. borign~ this sem's workload seems rather heavy, bless me ppl.. i'll need it.. alot of changes in syllabus and assessment methods.. wonder how i'd survive after 8ths of no schol.. lol..

IS seems rather crappy.. WISP tutor seems like a nice lady but i sense she's the troublesome type.. Human Comm de even worse.. super pointless person.. ass... lol..

this week's been rather slack and cool! went to S-Pop concert. DAMNN COOL CAN!!! alot of my fave local musicians were there! LONG LIVE LOCAL MUSIC INDUSTRY! the concert really rocks and i shall not say much abt it.. keep your eyes peeled when it shows on channel u!! xD

fri can say best day of the week... cos... i've finally got to meet up wif tweety! haha.. had a great time in kbox despite not being in the condition to sing.. every note also flat and most of the songs i also forgot how to sing liao lor... sian diao.. needa brush up!! and babe! dun forget abt the song we were supposed to learn together! haha.. we shall sing it nxt time we meet ok? =D oh ya dont worry u're not fat at all.. u're still as gorgeous as ever xD jia you for ur presentations and coming exams~

sometimes when i look back, i'm really glad that i have such nice frenz like gz, tweety, chelly, hong an and many more to be there for me when i was really really down and out. really glad to have each and everyone of u to be my friend and it's my utmost pleasure and honor knowing u all. =) I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

to hui ting: i'm not sounding -ve now am i? get well soon sweety!

illness

2007-10-08T03:08:00.000+08:00

argh had a bad week.. damn bad.. been sick since the last sunday.. till like now still sick can.. wth.. feel so weak.. last saturday went to celebrat ying's bday.. wif benette, maxi, cherene and my beloved disciple celes.. had lotsa fun and yups benette gt drunk.. we drank same amt lor.. dunno y liddat.. some mroe i drink faster.. had heneken, flaming larmbo and graveyard.. flaming larmbo was damn nice can.. the fire, the color and the taste.. shiok.. graveyard was rather bad cos i din noticed tt it contained the black shit called GUINESS! but still downed it still.. xiying's rather impressive, she drink flaming larmbo still like bo daiji.. zai sia!! but den again she had a bit of warmup b4 tt.. rem the wine at dinner ying? lol.. tt's probably wad saved u.. =x

den nxt day damn seh.. headache whole day. monday totally KO. fever, sorethroat, diarrhoea, bodyache, flu and cough.. slept for abt 40+hours.. total torture.. drag till wednesday den finally gt strength to get up to see doc.. first time sick til lidat.. =(

6th oct can say my happiest day this week.. cj's bday!!!!!!!! went to his aunt's condo and celebrate.. damn fun la.. talking cock and all.. and get to see joanna and junda, whom i TOTALLY nv see at all since graduation... so happy can!!!!! junda still as cute as ever.. see him only i feel my day brighten up! hahahahaha.. joanna's gotten so so so much prettier frm wad i rem.. and slimmer too unlike me getting fatter and fatter and fatter.. the turnout was rather impressive... even hanting and hongwei came.. the 2 poor bmt kias.. me and kokrui gg nxt yr!! for once i'm like so ready to go NS. =x damn happy to see everyone's getting along quite well wif life.. tink i'm the only screwed badly. haiz.. i'm such a failure..

school's starting soon! and i dun feel ready for school.. sooooooooo long nv study le.. *kia kia*
lol.. review this coming week's event.. tues kbox wif hy (babe i miss u so!!), fri maxi's bday chalet, den tink thurs is meet choir peeps if i nt senile.. gotta check wif benji agains.. oh ya sat mebbe still gt kbox wif 4e4 ppl.. bt sth tells me tt it wun be carried out.. cos i abit lazy to call up ppl.. haha... mebbe shld make cj do the calling xD

on a side note.. i was rather pissed at frankie's comment when he said abt me and fang's gg out wif maple ppl. i see nth wrong or LAME wif gg out wif them, seriously, they are nice ppl, and since we can get along i see nothing wrong in meeting up to chill out.. in fact, if i were to say, they are much better than some of the ppl i noe. i noe he meant no harm bt still, sometimes i tink he needa speak wif his brain, nt his lardball stomach.. grrr.. i hate ppl who says bad things abt my frens..

teaching life + gz's bday celebration

2007-09-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

yoz backie.. been too lazy toblog..and way too many things happened.. let's make things short since it's kinda late at night.. lol..

ok went to this co. to do bank recon only to find that i haf bank accounts to recon since 2004 and it's kinda stupid to waste so much time on it.. left the co., joined first toa payoh sec as a reliefc teacher.. kids there are interesting, sec 1 watch porn in class using psp and the express students are more mischievous than the normal acad and normal tech students.. it's totally wtf can.. but some of the kids like boon kiat, jeremy hong, kah choon and etc are rather nice students.. especially the 3 yellow table gang.. lol.. nice knowing u kids..

went out on 15th sept to celebrate gz's bday wif jh and gang (aka their pri school gang).
cycled at east coast in the noon den went to vivo to watch chuck and larry.. DAMN NICE LA THE SHOW! (ok i bet u'ree wondering who the hell go vivo watch movie to sstink the cinema after cycling but dun ask me cos not i plan de). anw those that havne watch must go watch hor.. really damn nice lor.. tk note it's m18 show.. lol.. the jokes are raelly damn corny..

oh oh! watched rogue assasin wif rondy, fang, kq and wp.. wp's fascinated wif the triads.. hahaha.. the show's fckin lame wif alot of pointless scenes so dun bother watching.. even if u juz wnana see jet li cos it's too crappy.. anw the outing was rather cool cos we finally gt to meet our most beloved pageant ruifang! woots.. haha.. and it's really been long since we've got together la..

and so the weekwent on till 21st sept.. haha.. cos went out wif gz, fang, amel and lau kok kok! and to celebrate gz's birthday (again =.=) hahaha.. had this steamboat thing at the tian di building.. the porridge soup base is quite nice.. gt sweet potato inside! hahaha.. den we went kbox, ah kok took alot of pics wif gu niang poses.. den we sang alot fo songs doing stupid actions.. overall a super enjoyable day la.. shuang~ finaly get to sing kbox after so long.. =) I LOVE U GUYS! ALL 4 OF U! MAHAHAHAHAAH..

life's getting tiring and this yr has been a fcking bad horribl yr.. my cam's missing, i failed apt, and had quite a few accidents too.. hw's asking me to get a gf... i tink he's mad.. he tot find gf maciam go ntuc buy stuff liddat wan find can get liao.. zzzzzzzzzzz.. and i fcking tio scammed in maple.. stupid me.. ARGHHH!!! I NEEDA REPAIR MY BRAIN.

life after apt~

2007-08-25T02:25:00.000+08:00

yoz ppl.. sry for nt updating for so long yet agains.. apt's over, now awaiting for the dreaded results. anw been rotting since end of apt, den these few days went to work as a packer/ PA at Loreal International (Singapore) Pte Ltd. was assigned under the cute french guy called Timothee.. HE GT BLUE EYES SIA! IT'S LIKE SUPER DUPER UBER CHARMING CAN!!
haha.. anyways working was rather slack and in fact was rather enjoyable despite having to move heavy things around but for the sake of looking at shuai ge, i perservered! (ok tt sounds gay)

come to think back, frm 5th aug till now, i've eaten donut factory for like 6 times (omfg!) and queued for 4times (piggy frens asked me to queue for them). tink imma gonna die of diabetes soon..

and i've started playing RO agains, this time as a acolyte. kinda boring for me, cos all i do is juz heal and heal (jzu like wad i do in maple nowadays)

My 2 piggy frens haf started school le (benzhu is hall pageant sia!) to benzhu: i'm really proud of u! hahahahahahaha!!!! *damn i promised not to laugh=x* so ya, basically for the first 3 weeks of my hols was really horrible cos all my companions (mahjong, makan,slacking and etc.) are schooling.. the rest of the batch doing apt a few carried on working while some haf totally disappeared from the surface of the earth.

as for current, imma gonna start work as an admin clerk for a mere 6/hr (credits to recruit express. DUN FIND THEM FOR JOBS. MONEY SUCKERS LAI DE!!) and the thing is like for at least 1 mth.. guess i'll quit at end of contract.. dun relly like doing admin.. damn sian can.. haiz..

i tink im in love.. in love with.. 881 movie!!! the ost was like sold out la! wth can! i wan buy also cannot.. its a damn nice show.. story was not bad, damn touching and sad at the back.. the songs are really nice and i agree it's moulin rogue in a local context. bet jack neo cant bet royston tan! all those haven watch, if wan find partner call me! i wan watch again! hahaha..

alright gtg.. 9am gg in maple to do guild quest.. =.= sian diao~

sian diao

2007-07-21T09:53:00.000+08:00

ever tried finding breathing a burden itself? tt's wad's hapening to me.. apt ending soon ^^　
hell's gonna break loose soon. been kinda broke lately, mahjong anyone?

band concert

2007-07-14T02:55:00.000+08:00

been to band concert. music was soso.. xms alumni really power.. ben and jo has brought up the issue of setting up a choir alumni again, but they relli think too simply of it. not only we hafta round up the seniors and others, we cant probably set up a choir wif totally no vision and mission. they say they miss singing, so do i, but it's also a mattter of committment. din reallly wanna comment much abt it so i decided to let it pas.

met alot of ppl, and i do mean ALOT. choir juniors, some frenz and buddies, and ya some colleagues who are somehow related to some of the performers on stage. the kids have gotten quite good i must say compared to last year, alumni's still as good, after all nth beats seeing ur own frens performing on stage for u.

i mus say i have became quite a good actor. things that were not wad my heart wanted to express kept showing either on my face or juz blurted out frm my mouth. i'm sick and tired of putting up a mask whenever meeting ppl, regardless frens or family or bitches. it's not easy, but i'm getting used to it. emotions cooped up within, but i dun really wanna do anything abt it. ppl who understand me well enough kept asking me wad's wrong, ppl who dun says im being more and more childish. i really dunno how to express myself, nor do i wanna say it out, but u dun express me to walk around and tell everyone wad're the probs i'm facing ya?ppl will juz say i'm juz being a whiner and let's move on. ( i dun mean everyone, juz ppl whu dunno)

i'm tired, really tired, mebbe i shld seek for eternal rest.

Fucked

2007-07-11T11:08:00.000+08:00

went back school today. now in office. yeah.. i'm so fcked. it's been settled that i'm 99% gonna fail apt. aint nth tt i can do abt it. fucked to the core. dun ask me y. it's fucking stiupid that i hate it. things might even get worse. dunno yet. nxt week willget answert frm school.

thanks everyone for giving me support and cheering me on during this period. appreciate it, relaly. i'm sorry to let u all down. i ought to die. but i can't, cos i owe u guys a big one.

to sec school buddies: u guys formed a great part of my memories, i'm grateful for ur presence, ur nonsense, bullshit and etc. love u all.

to jc peeps: though it was juz one yr we spent tgt, but i tink those times will we spent together will last us a lifetime of memories. pw mates, u guys rock on~

choir buddies(sec school,jc and SYC): yea music rocked our life eh? let us keep music alive, with our heart and soul, for life would had been dull and lifeless without it.

jam mates( yeah u asses, u're finally on my blog):
cool stuff i've learnt frm u guys, nt juz music, it's life too. aint the same person since knowing u suckers, drink and drive aint safe,so pls stop doing that especially jon.

poly peeps(so long i noe u can liao): ya poly life's tough, those in yr 2, hang in there, those in year 3, graduation is soon for u guys, 1 mroe sem nia. jyjy!

mahjong khakis: pong! hu!! haha.. sry to those tt i won a bit too much of their cash, maxi still owe m prata but nvm, if i live through this, i'll claim it from u. piggin out and spending precious weekends wif u all really bring some life in me. and sorta inspired me to be a "tai tai"/xiao bai lian.

maplers(bootes &aquila alike,especially to xlastlegacyx): how can ileave out u guys, u guys were there when i'm down, doing lame stuff, ksing, clock-ing,zak-ing,gq-ing. stupid game it may be, but i'm glad tt i palyed for i wld nv be able to noe great ppl like u guys. =) and stop callin me shemale pls. =x

besties(too many,cant name alll here la): u guys formed the major support pillar for me, wo ai ni men! haha.

last but nt least, kbox partners: thanks for bearing wif my horrendous singing. u guys relli sing well, especially cgz, phy. nxt yr go join pss3 if haf. sure win.
tt's abt it.im nt sure wad im gonna do nxt, mebbe juz jump off my office, or quit school, or go get bang by car agains. to those i left out, sry im nt in the right state of mind now. dun owrry abt me, mebbe i'm juz plain depressed again, wo ai ni men.

well peeps juz refrain frm calling me/chatting to me. i need som peace. and to those i gave attitude to, sorry for pssing u off, really sorry.

bitch

2007-06-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

fck u stupid bitch fuck ur stupid thinking fuck ur life fuck u fuck u fuck u!!!!!!!!!! FUCK EXES MANAGMENT! STUPID FUCKERS!

long long

2007-06-11T14:13:00.000+08:00

lol.. HELLO EVERYBIRDY! ME BACK! WAHAHAHAH~

ok la dun tink gt tt many ppl come view my blog anyways.. been super duper freaking long since i last posted so its time i do some work.. lol

erm tonnes of tings happen. alot i dun wanna mention so let's juz leave it be.. having attachment now.. In Exes Management Services at 1- jalan Besar #17-01. so stop askin me le ok? doing basically everything frm account to tax.. but recently had a bit of conflict wif supervisor and now i m finally doing admin.. acounts is nt as ez as it seems to be in school.. the real world is screwed up.. alot of messy accounts and the clients i gt all are FUCKERS. alot of unknown transaction annd etc.. and my boss juz say expense off can liao.. tt's so fcking wrong.. it's liek we're trying to help the directors evade tax.. haiz... and the ppl there really damn suck.. only gt a few nice.. and they happened to be in the IT side instead of my accounts side.. accouns only gt this fren Kim Lee frm malaysia.. she's a real fren.. damn nice lor.. life's been so screwed ever since attachment started.. heng still gt ah kia aka yi hui there to entertain me.. if nt tink i really go quit school juz to end this attachment..

social life has been bad too. only can meet ppla tweird timings or only at weekends.. basically everyweek counting down to weekend and den weekend juz rot and waste my life away.. cnat do much. but i've gottoen real close wif some really ncie buddies like gz, fang, jh, wp and kq.. so it kinda makes up for it.. sry my 2 farlings linnie and chelly for nt being ot meet u 2 babes that often.. after all this is a bz sem for u too.. let's all wok hard ya? 39 MORE WORKING DAYS TILL FREEDOM! 3rd aug faster come.. i'm willing to shorten my life to see this day come earlier.. ya.. it's tt bad.. so if u all haf relatives who are looking for companies to do their account, PLEASE DUN CHOOSE EXES MANAGMENT SERVICES PTE LTD. IT SUCKS!

hanyi's big 2!!

2007-01-24T01:20:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO POH HANYI!! WOOTS!!! haha.. ur turn to join the old ppl league. Fang, it's ur turn soon. =x

to shui: li hai lor..track me till here.. =x

haha.. had some random tots so felt tt i mite as well blog it dwn.

Was looking at one of my jc classmate's friendster and lotsa memories came to me.

i miss the times where we:
-skip lectures and sleep in the aquarium
-pon tutorials and go library slp while hiding from Mr Teh and Ms Wee
-shoot Ms Wee till she blows her top and her face is super red
-run to my locker(a.k.a 1s16's pantry) to tk out titbits to fill our empty stomach
-benedict and i even thought of making the snacks store aunty go bankrupt by setting up a mini snackbar at our lockers=x
- sleeping at maths lecture and panic when the lecturer shouts "THAT BOY OVER THERE" as 90% of the sleepers are guys =D
-bullying chong yao as though it's our daily routine. chong yao if u see this, i apologise for that. =)
-whining to Hong an and Brenda abt having to go to choir practise
-doing pw together at last minute and burning midnight oil. tiring, but i miss it.
- always asking "then how?" whenever we had probs wif our pw
-always having lame debates with 1s18 guys over dumb stuff. Seamus, I luv u man.. xD
-sitting near the track while waiting for bulldog tan to chase us off to assembly and dribblin my bball
-intensive training for interhouse netball wif brenda and errol
-watchin eugene and wesley doing funny stuff in class.. my cute jesters
-whole class bullyin ah sum cheryl to help us put back the plates after we finished our food
-whole class taking out 20cents each to share a BIG plate of roti john
-bitching around wif my dear Hakim potter. imissubadly, BITCH.
-talking about anime with dear wilson and yong kun( my jay chou!)
-slacking in lt2 with the choir exco and watch maxi doing funny/stupid stuff
-planning when to kill k-monwhich none of the plans ever kickstart
-hanging around for free drinks after skool near drinks stall(the aunty is damn nice can...)
-saving bus fare and walked to the kovan mac just to buy the 25cents ice cream as a class
-playing pool like there's no tmr after lesson when promos was juz a week away
-half day off= kbox day for the choir! woots!
-standing near the traffic light in a circle after choir prac to tink of whr to go
-playing the 1 2 3 JUMP! game outside aquarium
-flag pole hong an at the pull up bar
-last but not least, buying mac for the class whenever i'm late for skool.. rather go at 9am den go at 745am and get the lectur of my whole life.

ah... how i miss those times.. haha.. i miss u guys alot. shit man.. do i sound like an old man? =X

anyways, juz flunked my eaa test today.. i forgot to back up and screwed up real bad. hope can pas la=x exams coming sooon, and i'm still sick.. gonna start revision full swing, BUT IT'S SHE'S CONCERT THIS SATURDAY! WOOTS!(singing to ah mei's song) HIGH HIGH INTO THE SKY~

big 2!!!

2007-01-21T15:51:00.000+08:00

okokok.. i noe i haven been updating so stop nagging me ok?

firstly, happy belated birthday to Jing Ling, Amelia, Huiting, Jeremy Yang, Zi xiang, Samuel, Syamil and early happy birthday to sweety Hanyi, Ruifang and Shawn. haha.. Tink that should be all for the January babies. lol.

And thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday regardless whether it is too early( Adele wished me on the 5th jan ><) or slightly late. haha..

Erm celebrated my bday with super duper sweet, nice, beautiful frenz/besties.. haha.. thx for the company and I love u all!!! =D though din do much la.. cos we spent too much time gossiping and toking nonsense.. lol.. and found out a little secret abt our dear fren who was called tweety. Any guesses? no prize for getting it right. =P And thanks a million for the wallet. it totally matched the kind fo wailet i wanna buy. wahaha!!!

Exams coming soon!
and my left knee is aching like mad whenever i attempt to move my left leg. still tinking whether i shld go work later. =x sian ar.. common test alr buang liaol.. better start working hard. and thx a million to Zhang rui fang for helping me apply for internship and PWC. omg! i'm working in one of the big 4!! hahaa.. 6 more days to SHE concert! shiok ar!! oh btw, even though my bday over, belated presents are welcome. =)

resolutions

2007-01-04T03:40:00.000+08:00

been reading lots of blog making new yr resolutions so guess i'll join in the crowd and make some realistic and unrealistic dreams.
1) Do well in my studies! =x
2) Be bloody rich so tt i can squash those brats to death with my money. -.-
3) Spend less time on games and more times doing constructive things.
4) Have more outings wif 1S16, 1S17, srjc voce, xm chorale and 4e4
5) lose weight! hahaha
6) study music
7) make more frens
think more or less done la.. juz tt wif some crazy ideas but isnt wad dreams are about?

let's reflect a bit on 2006 since i'm so free to blog. 2006 was a rather eventful and exciting yr. tons of thing happened be it good or bad to me. took part in baoc'06 and IMF! how cool is tt? IMF eh. omg omg omg. siao siao. lol.. relli helped alot in networking now tt i noe so many ppl of high positions. made lotsa new frens as well, and nt forgetting getting along better wif some nice ppl out there like ruifang, liwen, yvonne (NP de), bindi, hanyi, james, winson and amanda. also not forgetting new buddies who accompanied me when i was dwn like gladys and wk. besties of all times still continued to rock my life during 2006,: lilong, jack, kristen, chelly, liwen, maxi, xi ying, yao ming, james & weixian. i cant imagine life without anyone of u. i'm grateful for ur existence. haha. oh and imf team especially daniel, jasmine, li ping, esther, adrian, zhe ying, eveleen and charmaine, i luv u all.

of cos tonnes of lessons learnt:
-dun ever go soft on ppl in workplace. It's either bite or get bitten
-nv ever show all ur abilities at one shot, saving a trump card is VERY IMPT
-some ppl luv being anal at all times, learning to cover own's ass is crucial
-trust nobody except for yourself, for u wun noe when the tables are gonna get turned
-always think beneath the surface for there might be hidden truth
-when planning, always make a escape route for urself, dun need care others for it's ur life tt matter most, in other words, every man for his own

actually there are many more but if i list them all out ehre it will only show how pathetic life can be for we're always constantly on the guard. nevertheless, all these screwed up situation helped me improve myself.

anyways on a lighter note, i gt back some of my results today. total disappointment. but still, i'm so gonna pia my studies liao. grrr. cannt afford to haf another sem of okok GPA. muz score well!! oh oh oh! 4th jan le, 15 more days to a very special day, 23 days to SHE concert!!!! woots!

2007

2007-01-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

Happy 2007 everyone!

maxi out

2006-12-29T03:30:00.000+08:00

rights. so it's come to an end of maxi's superstar journey. thanks all who gave face and helped voted for her. relli appreciate it. though i feel tt she still had more room for improvement, but i still disagree she shld eb out at this stage ba.. too bad i din helped to vote hard enuff. haiz. hope maxi will continue to be strong and all the best to maxi in all her future endeavors! mebbe she'll appear on some kids show ba. =x

here's some pics of her in case u all cant rem how she look like.

ni yong yuan shi wo de superstar!!

childcare

2006-12-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

okies. let's tok abt wad happened on the my IS day. erm.. things didnt go as well as i expected it to be but still it was a great job done. the principal alr had this mindset tt we wld screw up and den used her own plan instead of ours. but she's a nice lady overall.. quite generous, helpful and funny lady.

went there set up a bit (realised my grp ppl alot scared balloon. damn funny can) of decorations and den start the event. timeline was messed up thnx to the principal,but instructions were carried out well. missed the performance of the kids as i was in the office helpin to blow/tie the balloons to be given to the kids. dne came out saw the playgroup kids play musical chairs. the kids are so so adorable la. played wif some of them. and a few actually came to me and said " uncle, can carry me up high high ma?" -.- i gt so old meh?

shui gt super fascinated wif this cute boy called zhao xuan. we took turns to take pic wif the 2 1/2 yr old boy who happened to be the smartest in the play grp being able to speak our language at a tender age of 2. baby genius in making? lol.

zhao xuan wif his grandma.

zhao xuan wif his grandma? oops no la.. is our beloved kristen.

had loads of fun wif hte kids. den i had to gress up as santa for the main event: xchanging presents!! woots. kinda weird as i nv ever see santa do thiskind of stuff b4 so a bit louya but the kids enjoyed the process anyways. kinda happy tt everything's over! cool man! NO MORE IS! thanks ah vonne once again for having us! =D b4 i go juz a few more pics for u all.

ah boon wif her cute gal.

MR INCREDIBLE! check out his 6 packs! woots!

xmas~

2006-12-25T04:58:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas everyone!! woots. lol.. xmas.. eh.. no big deal to me actually. life goes on as usual.. dun relli celebrate it. fang was whining tt i nv ask her out tgt wif the rest of the guild when i actually knocked off at 1045pm juz nw.. wth can.. lol.. so late le den by the time i reach countdown over lor.. -.-

exams was kinda bad.. only confident for MA and fmgt. the rest nt here nt there.. =x

anyways gt lotsa xmas greetings frm alot of frens whom i haven contacted for a LONG LONG time. =x sry guys been bz wif skool work. when sem break den pull u all out by the hair. =P gt gladys(ah ma!), hanyi( cutie pie, we relli needa meet up eh?), rebecca(xiao ping guo!! haha.. still as cute as ever), sei min (jie!! miss u lots! lol), chun hong( haha.. da ge.. when bookout come out rot together ba) and many others la (it will relli tk one whole page to list out all so sry to those whom i din mentioned, these are the ones i relli haven seen for a long time but still muz meet up soon ok?)

I tink weixian was nuts to ask me go suntec wif him and his gf. 3 of us nia.. i dun wab play gooseberry sia. lol.. went to topshop early morning to get the earrings boon boon asked me to help her buy. den went off to meet xiying, cherene, celes, yongsheng and li li at bugis to support maxi's project superstar event. she's so so so so so super cute on stage la. lol.. weather was kinda bad and i was standing in the rain. =x went to eat at tcc after tt and den i zao back to AMk to works steamboat. lol. boring hor? told u i dun celebrate xmas liao.. monday still gt work. meanwhile now i'm playing maple and doing my projects. ALOT not done at all.. tink my team will kill me seeing the emails i sent them bu dun care liao.. if nv send things will nv get done at all.

oh ya, went to MOS on the 22nd to celebrate chelly's bday. was kinda fun except tt i dun relli club and den alot of weird stuff happened. lazy to elaborate la but overall was kinda enjoyable (chelly chua, honored enuff ma? i go club for ur sake =x)
btw, if anyone of u reading tis and has done the MA proj, can show me how u do? MY BALANCE SHEET CANT BALANCE! SHIT LA.

kk.. tink this post's kinda wordy, shall end of wif a pic of us taken in MOS.

Me, liwen, shuilin and Chelly the King. lol.

videos galore!

2006-12-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

two very nice songs from my fave singer.. Gary Cao Ge!! his singing damn nice can.. and they are very touching songs.. i noe a bit old la.. but juz to let u all noe in case u all tink he can only sing Superwoman.. for those who dunno him, do check him out..

haha.. this vid relli inspires ppl.. it shows nth cant be done as long as u put ur heart in it.. it puts spiderman to shame.. who needs to be bitten by spider b4 they can jump liddat? lol.. argh.. 14 more hours to my first paper! scared like siao!! SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!! =X

common test coming! ma sux!

2006-12-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

this is so crappy.. MA test in 2 days time.. and i still at chapter 1. y? cos i cant concentrate.. relli nt feeling well. i can spend 3 hrs on a page.. fcking sian.. relli cmi.. this common test relli bad timing.. i wanna see doc.. no money.. and no time.. how sia...and i m relli scared.. scared iflunk this common test.. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME? ARGH.. KILL ME PLS!

outing!!

2006-12-04T02:25:00.000+08:00

erm.. had a so called 4e4 outing wif ony me, cj ,gz and fang. dun tink 4 ppl nia very bored hor.. we had tons of fun! haha.. went to kbox at marina.. sing and sing and sing.. gz's singing very nice!!! relli shld make her go join pss3 nxt yr.. lol.. wasted she miss nv go lor.. fang's voice so cute la.. haha.. like xiao mei mei.. cj's voice.. wah sei.. if close eyes relli will tink is the real lin jun jie singing lor.. POWER!!! haha.. i sucked the most.. lol.. fang's very funny..cos gt a few songs she sang i did the blending chords.. den she ended up clashing wif my part and it was so funny la..

den we had dinner at dian xiao er!!! it's so so so nice can.. omg.. shld bring my poly frens to eat there.. shiok ar! haha.. but dun stay there too long after u finish dinner.. they cheat money de lor.. the tea is count by per pot.. we tot free flow still drink till song song.. kns.. tio conned ar!!! haha.. den went to tpy to play pool.. cj sux.. lol.. whoever partner him sure lose de.. even i so noob also can win. lol. after tt went to kbox again!! haha.. very siao lor cj. tink he relli kbox addict. keep wanting to sing so we pei him go and sing till 1+.. showed the rest some funny songs and changed some lyrics to entertain them.. once again.. gz relli attracted our attention wif her great vocals.. lol.. gz u rox! after tt went mac for supper and tok for quite long b4 fang started to yawn like mad.. and home sweet home!

PS: xms peeps who played maple, do check out fang's braces.. i tink she looks like lupiN! lol.. =x sry ar fang.. u too kawaii! =D

idiots

2006-12-01T02:15:00.000+08:00

nt supposed make this post due to undesired personnel reading this blog. but dun care la. jzu shoot here..

these few days haf been unfruitful. stone and stone.. and still cant rem wad else i had done. common tests coming soon. more groupoing for proj. and i m so not prepared for all these. my eaa grp alr screwed up - i gt "her" in my grp together wif blackie. hoep things will turn out ok b4 i start a massacre. FMGT alr done. my grp rox though i a bit unhappy ehre and there. overall, we did quite a good job.. or tt's the impression the tutor gave me. MA, i gt wen and mage. kinda new formation wif my best buddy liwen in the grp. hope things can go well for the grp. RFA i gt bad feeling abt it. tink kenna joanne, den can relli die. i seriously dun like her. irritaiting. and kinda full of herself but haf to ren her cos she happy happy sit beside me for all RFA tutorials.. sian.. hope can still be wif adeline and zhenqi.

den juz nw i saw the most idiotic thing in my life. ta08 appararently the guys haf internal conflict den seek assistance frm my buddies there. den tt ah vonne dunno y so no brain kay kiang go accept their request and wanted to help. tt explains the weird grouping i had for MA. was supposed to be wif my dearests shui shui and min min. den split here and there.. very fcked up. den settle i tot me an wen can go off first cos she still gt stuff after tt.. but they relli nonsense la. actually is yvonne and the guys.. drag here and there.. den the guys haf NO FREAKIN BRAINS OF THEIR OWN. brandon and tt hansong and ryhan. seriously i still neutral wif them. but frm today onwards, i despise them. yes, it's tt serious.. freakin ball-less. nt happy juz die die kick the 2 out can le ma.. tok and tok and tok like ah gua.. pui. den tink yvonne want hongs wif them, suggested to kik wen out of their trio grp and den she and angel go join the 3 guys while chelly, shui shui and liwen had to team out wif the "outcasts". wah lao eh.. to tink she can reli sacrifice her "twin" liddat. wth can..

personally i feel tt ah vonne has changed for the worse. yes, i admit she now more confident. but she also getting more and more weird, unlike the swt gal i used to noe. i noe ppl do change but tis si very drastic. grrr... relli feel like kick her in the ass sometimes.. dunno la.. all idiots.. make liwen so angry til she teared. poor ah boon.

why must ppl change till liddat? haiz..

and omg.. Anson and Her ching are out of project superstar, tt makes it 4 of the contestants tt i support gone. GO MAXI GO! GO GO JIA YOU! U CAN DO IT DE! ALL FRENS HELP VOTE FOR HER OK? =D

k la.. time to slp..relli nt feeling well.. grrr. still gt 9am lesson sia.. better zao.

怎么办 - S.H.E

2006-11-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

怎么办 - S.H.E

Check this mv out!! haha.. the 3 of them are so cute la! Selina's is so so so pretty. Hebe's so cute with her clothes. Ella's so funny! haha.. This song is the main theme for 花样少年少女 with Ella as the lead. anyways, congrats to Maxi for making it to the next round of Project Superstar! jia you! anyways.. i feel that the results are rather disappointing cos those that were out are actually very good lor.. Averil should gt kicked out la.. kns.. sian..

maxi!

2006-11-23T06:17:00.000+08:00

Hi all.. This post is a bit late but I shall intro to u all my fren, Maxilian Chan (xiao bai!, who's one of the Top 24 of Project Superstar 2.

Isn't she cute? haha.. and nt forgetting the mention that her complexion is SUPER good. She's always bubbly and lively in front of ppl she is close to, so dun be fooled by her shy shy look on tv ya? she also likes to do wacky things.

haha.. she's tryin to "lai chuang" and ended up lookin like a caterpillar. thus her other nickname is known as "mao mao". she's better known as mao mao in among fans and the other contestants. And she's well known for being narcissitic.

See!!! whr gt ppl kiss her own poster de? well, tt's how cute she can get.

haha.. it's no wonder tt's she's voted in I-weekly as the most loveable contestant and also the cutest female contestant. this post is getting more and more crappy. befor i go, do support this cute gal who's pursuing her dreams in singin k?

well, the supermoon is wad she called herself la.. lame hor? cos gt stars le, den must haf moon, den will nice. =x

meaningful story

2006-11-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. saw this meaningful passage while rotting online and the fucking MSN Messenger cannot sign in.. basically isolating me from the world.. si bei sian man.. this story quite nice and touching. muz read till the end ok?

There was a blind girl who hated herself just
because she's blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He's always there for
her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she
would marry her
boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of
eyes to her and then she can see
everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see
the world, will you
marryme?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her
boyfriend is blind too, and
refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote
a letter to her
saying.
"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status
changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who's
always been there even
in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift
Today before you think of saying an unkind word
- Think of someone who
can't speak.
Today before you complain about life - Think of
someone who went too
early to heaven.
And when you are tired and complain about your
job - Think of the
unemployed, the disabled and those who wished
they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or
condemning
another -
Remember that not one of us are without sin and
we all answer to one
maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you
down - Put a smile on your
face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfill
it.

ilu in 22 languages!!

2006-11-16T04:57:00.000+08:00

been blog hopping today.. haha. haven been seeing how my sec skool peeps are doing.. den went frenster hopping and saw this interesting testi in rian's profile.

this fella wrote:

ENGLISH ; i love you
POLISH ; ja kocham cibie
FRENCH ; je t'aime
HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae
CZECH ; miluji te
SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta
ITALIAN ; ti amo
UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu
GERMAN ; ish libe dish
CHINESE ; wo ai ni
GREEK ; s' agapo
HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi
LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu
KOREAN ; sa rang hae yo
JAPENESE ; aishiteru
ROMANIAN ; te ubsec
BOSNIAN ; volim te
ALBANIAN ; te dua
FILIPINO ; mahal kita
SPANISH ; te amo
PORTUGESE ; amo te
ARABIAN ; annah be hebic

i can sae i love u in 22 different languages.
u are truly loved. :]

dun bother abt the last statement.. main pt is.. wow.. she relli gt the time to go find out how to say "i love you" in 22 languages.. dunno whether to say she siao.. or she's interesting.. haha.. k.. i noe this entry is super bo liao.. but tt's wad i'm feeling now too.. si bei bo liao..

wowies!

2006-11-14T03:07:00.000+08:00

back again.. and this post gonna be lame..I'm here to announce tt..I REALISED TT MY BLOG SONG CAN AUTOREPLAY SIA? HOW COOL'S TT? >< k fine.. call me sua gu or kuku or wadever.. tink is previous blog skin the code dun allow me to auto replay the song.. wahahaa... omg.. i luv hebe man.. din noe this skin can so power eh.. lol

loner..hahaha

2006-11-14T03:01:00.000+08:00

yo! haha.. how's everyone? hope all are doing fine.. ppl doing a's, JIA YOU!! uni ppl also work hard for the coming exams alrite? haha..

let's see wad i've been up to. Well, went for the recordings of project superstar2. the peeps are relli good singers. Darren's so cute!! haha.. and not forgetting my dear mahjong khaki maxi! haha.. now muz call u mao mao le wor.. lol.. jia you ya? do us proud.. haha.. though i will miss playin mahjong wif u..

I've bought s.h.e concert tic for nxt yr le!! wahhaa.. thx to fang's couz, our seats are actually nt tt bad cos they bought thru credit card. xD so happy! haha.. oh i also went to see them at the PAYM concert at expo!! haha.. Hebe's dancing is so hot!!!!!

well let's tok a bti of shitty stuff.. skool's relli starting to suck. i can't relli catch up wif some modules and i haf a presentation next week for financial management which my grp has nt started at all. I'm starting to be a loner this sem.. relli not here not there.. nt tt i can't blend in wif my new classes.. juz tt.. everyone gt their own cliques le. no pt go disturb.. and my previous classmates.. well, kinda drifted away from them except for michelle and kristen.. the rest.. erm.. dunnno la.. juz feel that frequency diff le lor.. after all.. they haf their own class stuff to tok abt. no common topic wif them la. haiz.. a bit sadded. but still, life goes on. and stop telling me tt i nv make effort to blend in.. i relli tried, and am tired of keep trying. it's relli hard. I noe they are trying their best to include me in, i'm grateful for their kind gestures.. but things just aint the same anymore.. they haf their own topic while i haf none tt's related to them.. relli cannot click in la.. my proj grp worse. we maciam 4 strangers doing our own thing. cmi lor.. still gt alot mroe to say but lazy type.. tired.. hahaa.. anyway type le also noneof them will come here see. haha.. tt's the gd pt of having a relatively low profile blog. lalala~

today went for the FACT lecture.. kinda stupid.. they hired some Indian demonstrators who had those weird accents and it's relli hard on us to pay attention.. some of the cohort had no classes today.. like me.. and some of the peeps lessons ended as early as 11+.. so relli hard for us to concentrate.. and b4 t.. we were supposed to meet tt fuckin principal of NP childcare to discuss abt the details for our events mgmt proj. den tt ass called the office tt she nt gg back despite telling us to meet her after 3pm.. wth la.. kns.. relli CMI sia. den me, shui and chelly went to hollnad bk makan lunch.. the food was kinda horrible and the air con was spoilt. relli bad day sia.. haiz..

to my maple mates: i miss u all.. our times at macis, the times we attempted to murder fang, the stupid screenshots we took, they'll always be my happiest moments. love ya all.

to my mahjong khakis: haha.. now tt maxi is in project superstar. it's kinda hard tt we'll get to play tt often but still, we shall meet and go suppory our dearest xiao bai ya?

to my jc buddies: hey guys, it's relli been a while since we last met. errol bro, tk care in commandos ya? sexy hong an, stop pigging b4 u relli lose ur human side. wesley and eugene, u guys relli rocked my life wif ur cute acts. brenda, are u still as black as ever? =p and of cos, my dear sexy bitch hakim, i luv u. =D

to my xm chorale frens: yo all! leng yeow jio-ing us go back for a mini gathering during one of the kids' practice.. muz go hor! =) force yong to teach the kids as long as i haf music.. whahaha

to fourtitude: haha.. the recent outing relli rocked.. let's meet up again soon ya? GZ and fang, thnx for ur notes and stuff, relli appreciate it. elmo, u noe tt our luv will nv die ya? *pukes* sgt yiheng and turtle, pls pls pls dun pump me when i kenna enlist ya? *prays hard tt u 2 siao kia dun sign on* FASTER ORD AND GO STUDY LA.
jac, u're still as cute as ever.. haha..

to imf team: haha.. relli dunno wad to say to u all.. can u guys believe it? i actually miss our working days! haha.. thx to the skool's efficiency, guess our poor zheying(stitch) still hafta carry on to lias wif the skool and the kids abt the payment.. lol.. thx darling.. daniel and jasmine, thx for the notes ya? haaha.. stupid ah ling, stop pinching me! =p

to my rodeo 3(includes sb and sc): hey hey!! let's meet up and go kbox or sumting real soon ya? i miss u guys! *hugs* amanda, u're one hot biatch. bindi can u pls stop hiding at dark low corners? hard to find u.. aloy! finally 18 le!! let's go drink! haha.. and to the rest of R3 especially Huiling, dun gif up! jia you for this sem!

omg.. sounds like i'm dying eh? lol. i dun midn die faster also la.. life relli cmi..

to end off, everyone, pls vote for F3 Maxillian Chan Yu Shu nxt thursday for Project superstar ya? must support support!! wahahaha..

tk care all~ *jumps onto the bed and slp*

S.H.E!!! 271006

2006-10-28T15:20:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.. ytd was such a lucky day.. shiok i tell u.. the day was rather short and uneventful at first. had MA tutorial and i became the rep then went for a super boring RFA lecture. after tt went wif Yvonne, Liwen, Kristen and Michelle to eat pizza hut at Bukit Timah Shopping center. after that liwen went home to slp as she slept at 6am and came to skool for lessons which was at 9am. The rest went back to skool to go for the MA makeup lecture and i made my way to IMM for S.H.E's autograph session.

was queueing till a bit sian sian then kokrui came, wif a GOOD NEWS! he is so heng tt he won a pair of priority tickets which enable us to stand in the first row of the queue! thanks I-Weekly!! (though i still a bit sian y i nv win.. lolx.)anyways the rest was history and we stood a the first row maciam some VIP liddat. SHIOK AR! first time no fan club ppl or whatsoever to block our view. Hebe's so so so so so so so so so so omg pretty and she's gotten much hotter with her new haircut. Ella's super cute as usual and wacky and Selina is still so princess-like.. woots.. first time can see time so clearly and still can wave to them la. Here's the best part of the night, THEY ACTUALLY DANCED "RING RING RING" FOR US!!! haha.. SO happy!! weee~ lalala.. woosh~~ yahoooooO! haha.. alright, i noe i m mad.

Then autograph session started a while later and the rest of the evening was history. To all who went to the session, mind xchanging fotos? =)

S.H.E ROX FOREVER!!!!! *beams*

videos galore@!!!!

2006-10-25T10:43:00.000+08:00

Nan yong by Ken wu.. haha. tink shui and liwen wld like to haf a bf like this sia..

Tui Hou by Jay Feat. Hebe! main attraction is hebe.. nt jay ok.. =P

long time no post

2006-10-25T10:05:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo! haha.. super long time nv blog le lor.. sry sry.. lazy la.. den still go play maple. lol.. so nv come here le.. To all that just visited my blog, HELLO! =D

Juz changed the music of the blog to Tui Hou by Jay Chou! haha.. This is my fave song cos.... THE MV GT HEBE~! haha.. She look so omg pretty in the mv la! haha.. argh! tt si ren jay go hug hebe!! so jealous!! hha. nvm.. at least this fri i gg to see her.. lalala~

Back to wad i have been up to.. this hols i took up 3 jobs
1. IMF welcome function @ esplanade and some other parties during IMF
2. helper at Roche office for their event
3. flyers at the travel fair @ expo 2006

pay aint tt fantastic I'd say but the Roche's job was a rather cool one.. I mean c'mon, which company provide u 2 lunches tt adds up to a total ofabt $40? tt's like 20bucks per meal... had sakae bento and o'briens sandwiches and other stuff. *slurps*

This sem break has relli been a fruitful one.. it's like i gt to noe many impt ppl like the high positions ppl in RTP (raffles the plaza), ALL of the restaurant managers in Esplanade, APB operations team are also in my list, Yakun management people and alot alot of other ppl tt u wun get to meetin ur everyay vacation jobs.. alot of things happened during the IMF events and it realli made me wised up alot and i relli learnt how to handle ppl and how fcked up ppl can be.. well, let's nt name any names here but those who were wif me noe who i meant. anyway it's over le so no pt tokin abt it.

on a lighter note, GRATS TO MAXILLIAN CHAN YU SHU FOR MAKING IT TO BE ONE OF THE TOP 24 FINALISTS IN PROJECT SUPERSTAR 2. woots.. all must support ar.. peng you all come help vote ar.. haha.. ok la.. up to u all to vote who la.. juz help vote at least one can? haha.. ppl to look out: KeWei, DiYa, Veron, Darren, Shi Yu and Her Jing.. they're relli good i'm telling u.. haha.. good looks and good singing.. this yr de PSS2 sure gt lots of things to see!!

Now skool term start le and my timetable sux.. rem tt time we registered our timetable? Skool claims that they did not receive my registration and they refused to allocate me to my desired timetable. so i was posted to TA02 which in the end was closed down by the skool cos THE CLASS SIZE IS TOO SMALL? WTF LA.. KNN.. WAD FOR PUTTING ME IN A SMALL CLASS TT HAS TO BE CLOSED DWN AND LET ME HAVE 5 DIFF FUCKING CLASSES FOR EACH FUCKIN MODULE!? FUCK U NP!

oops, i said the magical four letter words.. sry.. but relli pissed la.. sian.. now i cant be together wif my chelly, kristy, vonnie and ah boon.. wtf lor.. sian sian sian.. and my tutors all fcked up de.. Eaa teacher cant even speak properly.. Rfa tutor is alrite.. kinda cute and funny but we shall see as we go along.. Audit tutor is rather fucked up.. I was supposed to get Alvin Kuek but in the end i tio tt fucker andre lee.. si bei sian i tell u.. it's like.. they alr gif u a 500bucks cheque alr den last minute they dishonored it and declare bankrupt and in the end u hafta close the 500 bucks to bad debts expense.. sian to max man! haiz.. nth to say le.. time to go skool and do the motherfing EAA.. Y CANT THEY JUZ LET US STICK TO MYOB? IT'S SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO *10^81904721075409128409128409184901 user friendly and does not hang and no lag no hassles. fuck u NP.. relli.. i dun believe there can be another poly tt's so fucked up like this.. ARGHHHHH!!!! SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!

*gosh, i relli need a miracle to tide over this fucked up sem.*

busy life part 1

2006-09-08T09:08:00.000+08:00

Hey all.. been missing me right? how's hols for those in poly? great? as for those in jcs, good luck for ur coming promos and prelims.

let's tok abt wad ihaf been up to recently.. currently, i'm havin internship in a company t's in charge of the F&B stuff for the IMF and World Bank meet. work there is relli insane, cos we nt only hafta handle stuff abt the IMF, we also hafta help the boss wif her other stuffs also.. working hours is insane.. we start at 9 but sometimes we end a t 10pm, worse case scenarios 1am. lol.. Pay isn't tt bad.. $500 starting frm 4th sept to 20th sept.

tt's all for now.. still need to go for briefing le... bb all..

new song.. exam sux

2006-08-23T10:43:00.000+08:00

haha.. haven been blogging due to exams.. kinda sux la.. this sem 5 paper sia.. some more this week de is from tues to fri.. no time to rest.. no rest for the evil i guess.. lol.. pon too much lessons le la.. kns..

oh ya.. b4 i end.. juz in case u din noticed, i haf changed my blog song to Zi Teng Hua by S.H.E!!! haha.. wanted to put Chu Dian but tink most of u would had heard it until sian.. =x

S.H.E ROX! =)

603 story

2006-08-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

i forgot i wanted to blog abt this.. haiz.. getting old liao so memory nt tt good.. i tink most of u who noe me well enuff shld noe tt i usually go blk 603 at amk to play bball ba.. i dun realli tok much abt my grp of frens but i tink it's time for me to tok abt them.. sorta intro my life as they used to be a big part of my life. but i tink it aint gonna be the case anymore..

This is how everything started.

let's see.. there was a time when the slam dunk anime was played in mediacorp channel 8 and alot of us became siao over bball.. and bball became a after choir event for the guys.. so one day, as we were unable to find a bball court to play.. Jack(my choir junior) brought me and my buddy Lilong to this court and played. we sorta like the court and we played there quite often. soon we became frens wif the ppl who played at the court for a long time.

We became realli close and we would go dwn to play bball despite it being quite far from our house. (i haf 3 bball courts near my hse and lilong has a court very near his hse too) I left my team of siao kias i knew in teck ghee cc bball court and joined this new grp of frens. Come to think of it, it's been 4 yrs already. We wld do stupid things like disturbing couples who walk past the court, haf a realli insane bday bash for some of us, poke fun at some of our frens and suanning is definitely a part of our everyday lives.. after all, guys will always be guys.

Despite having some unhappy incidents, we still remained close, but a few of our grp has left us.. as some of them cant take the nonsense and suanning some of the ppl say.. and i do agree tt they are nt at fault as given any human, they wld had erupted from all the suanning.. they're realli overboard. And now, i tink it's my turn to leave.

I dunno y.. but it seems we are drifting apart. i'm always being snapped back for the comments i make. and somehow everyone's acting strangely. well nt everyone but quite a few of them. weixian and ah boy (the 2 big boss) definitely are. i did nt want to say this out but i reckon they wun be reading this so i tink i'll juz vent it here.

the bball court are usually seperated in 2 grps, the adults (which is my grp) and the kids.. den recently, this gal came and disrupted the peace that we once enjoyed. Boss A fell for this gal, and ever since them, he's a changed person. He speaks weirdly unlike the usual him, he smoked juz because he gt rejected (note: we are seriously against smoking cos it stinks) by her, and he's siding her despite there were times she was in the wrong. I admit i m kinda jealous cos this gal has taken away my nice bball buddy.. but i tink it's kinda mad. she's only 14 and he's alr 21. i noe this kinda of thing age nt impt but for goodness sake, she's still so childish. i dunno wad's so nice abt her that everone's being so nice to her. me and akbar were thinking they are acting like complete idiots and be nice to her juz because she's juz slightly prettier than the other kids and she's quite sociable. other than that, she's jus a plain Jane. i dunno wad abt her makes so many of them lose their brains. I admit tt she's easy to get along with, but to speak the truth, she's super immature and quite petty.

even Boss B has shown favourtism towards her. i dunno wad's goin on in his mind but i do sense something going on between the 2 of them. call me an over sensitive idiot tinking too much but i still insist something's nt rite. i just cant stand this kind of shit. and i tink time shld be better spent revising than wasting time on this kind of crappy frens. tt's it. i tink i shld start lookin for a new bball court to play bball after common test than to stay here. i hate it when ppl tink i'm an idiot knowing nth. i do noe wad's gg on, it's juz tt i dun wanna chap. there've been enuff incidents to make me notice wad's happening and i tink it's enuff. and to weixian, if u're realli reading this, wad's wif the payin of money for her? there's a limit to being nice eh.. and i see no reason for u to pay for her.. realli.. especially when i, the creditor, aint even bothered wif the money.

well.. sry to bore u guys wif another random entry. i realli need to vent out b4 i turn insane. i noe i cant bear to leave this bball court.. after all, the court is whr i find my true self and the bball court has accompanied me thru the darkest times of my life. But to stay and look at this kind of retarded stuff u guys are doing, i'd rather move on. thank u for being a part of my life, wished i can be wif u all till the day i cant play anymore, but guess it aint gonna happen. tks for all the memories, be it good or bad, as they helped enlighten me to wad this world is like. tink i shall juz refrain frm gg down so often..

i m so sry

2006-08-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging.. i feel so guilty to those who check my blog often.. haha.. well, been going out and doin stupid stuff.. boh liao stuff.. and etc. wasted one bloody week.. and i'm damn sure i gonna screw my studies shld i keep it up.. spent money like siao also.. sian..

went to watch fireworks on wed, fri and saturday.. the first 2 days were crappy..either fireworks so so nia.. if nt is my view kenna blocked.. damn sian. saturday's fireworks were frm france.. DAMN NICE SIA! WTH.. i m so impressed how nice fireworks can reallie make a person happy.. i juz feel so happy and contented by juz lookin at them.. so nice.. weee~ haha..

Frens frm NTU all start skool le.. wish them all the best in their new sems.. haha.. if u read this and u are frm NTU, better haf a good sem and do meet up when u are free.. NP is also in the west ok... i dun mind gg jurong pt to find u guys.. miss ya guys lots..

k la.. tt shld be all for now.. better get the mood to start mugging.. Anyone free to teach me cost accounting?

confused memory

2006-07-29T02:48:00.000+08:00

I'm back wif yet another crappy post. haha.. i tink this blog is becoming more of a nonsensical blog but nvm, COS IT'S MY BLOG! lol.

Been busy these few days, but the thing is i dunno wad i'm busy wif. haha. busy over nth i guess. and i 've come to notice tt i haf a confused memory. I kept puttin words in ppl's mouth juz because i heard another person(A) saying tt and i assumed that it was B who made tt statement. is sumting wrong wif me? =/

Been recieving alot of smses frm ppl i miss alot. haha.. Finally am goin to haf a outing wif the sr choir peeps nxt sunday. But it's so darn near exam period but oh wells, guess i haf some time management to do. haha. and while workin at my new fruit stall last sunday, i saw her!!! She's wif her sis and parents la.. den her mum saw me and came over to tok to me.. my heart skipped a few beats when i saw her coming lor. wah. but den so damn happy la.. finally get to see her after 3mths.. den we kinda had a mini chatting session over sms. den tok to her on msn also.

Heard on the news that there gonna be fare hikes for bus and train AGAIN! wtf la.. the ppl's salary nv go up den keep increasing fees. say dunno wad lj petrol cost increase so bo bian.. knn.. they still making profit wad.. wad kind of public transport is this la.. public good so ex de meh? tink we nv study econs ar.. juz because we haf no other alternatives den they purposely want eat our money so charge higher fares.. kns sia.. if their service good den increase i dun realli mind. but do u consider waiting for 162 at thomson to go back amk for 25mins durin off-peak hour good service? waiting for 162 sometime can drag up to 35 mins if u are unlucky. During peak hours 162 always come in single decks. sometimes dunno hafta miss how many buses den can manage to squeeze in lo.. 74 alot double deck budden all come in irregular timing. tt's y i dun like takkin SBS buses, cos their timing always irregular, it sometimes can come up to 5mins earlier or 10mins late. they think we student enjoy being late izzit? Ppl say cheap stuff cannot expect much out of it, budden this kind of quality dare to charge us so ex.. poly student pay adult fare alr si bei buay song when our counterparts in jc are still paying CHILDREN FARE! Just how fair can the system get.

On a side note, the chinese Hungry Ghost festival is here. and this yr 2 mths some more.. sian ar.. 2mths cannot go out till late late.. if nt parent kpkb again.den dunno y my mei also dun wan tok to me these few days.. very sian sia.. and skool work is gettin more and more tuff.. i tink i'm gonnna screw up badly for my costing le.. shit man.. i need tuition.. haiz.. sad sad sad sad sad..

itinkistillcanteraseherfrommymemory. =(

weird sia

2006-07-21T03:18:00.000+08:00

I dunno y.. but my frens all seems to be very weird these few days.. had my FIT presentation on wednesday. tink everything went quite ok except for a few accidents here and there.. haven been playin bball this week cos court cannot use bcos some temple ppl set up tentage at our court lor.. si bei sian. den today went dwn the metal part stil haben remove but we played bball still. kinda felt weird when my mei rachel din tok muc to me today. hope nth is wrong wif her ba. ah xian is troubled over ivy stuff i tink.. he looked so sian today. seems like alot of my frens are having quite a bit of probs these few days.

oh ya. all rodeo peeps and ppl who are interested to join baoc nxt yr, pls support Shaoping k?she's tt cute cute pretty pretty funny asco of rodeo. ALL JOIN GRP 2 HOR! friday's coming later. woots! i luv fridays. friday = bball day. haha.. so happy. i luv bball. exp playing wif my 603 buddies. lol.

omg. so long sia

2006-07-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

First of all, I'M SO SORRY FOR NT BLOGGING FOR SO DAMN LONG!!

haha.. realli sry guys,been busy wif alot of stuff. This month is one of the few months wif the most number of ppl having bday. been celebrating for them. And i haf projects to hand in. I'm proud to say tt i solo blaw and managed to break my personal record of nt sleeping for 50 hrs. It was a horrible experience.

Sorta became close wif one of the gals at my bball court - Rachel. She's a realli swt gal and easy to get along wif. Her personality is very nice also. haa.. Best part, she stays near my hse! gt companion to go dwn play bball together le! muahaha. so happy. she kinda acknowledge me as her kor and we haf became quite close now. Hope we can still be kor n mei for a long time to come.

after losing contact wif hy for so many mths, i happened to see her online last nite. attempted to haf a chat wif her but things didn't turn out well. she still seems to be avoiding me. haiz. very sad but sometimes things can't be helped i guess. If only it is that easy to forget that someone whom u once loved so much.

Read in tt gbd's blog abt the definition of happiness. sometimes i also dunno wad's happiness. My senses haf been numbed for so long. and things aint goin tt well as i wished for it to be. my class starts to sux more and more. seriously. aint gonna say names but those who noe wad's goin on shld noe ba.

i admire ppl who haf the courage to confront ppl regarding issues tt they disagree wif.
i admire ppl who haf done serious wrong and still haf the face to say tt she's right all along.
i admire thick skin ppl who has contributed nth but shit into the proj and still dare to say he's done a great job.
i admire those bitches who still can smile at ppl they hate to the core.
i admire ppl who does things that are against their own conscience.

I nv haf the courage, the guts to do all those things that ppl i admire dare to do. it's more like i'm afraid fo retribution and karma. i dun like to let others noe abt my troubles and woes, but things are realli getting out of control and i need to vent it out.

My life's alr full of regrets, but i guess tt's y ppl say we've all been screwed the day we were born. I miss my r3 freshies and fellow sb/sc. i miss hy. i miss my sec 4 mates. i miss choir practises. i miss the time where we lie on the floor of the bball court lookin at the sky and tokin abt our dreams. i miss the time where we used to play bball at least 5hrs a day. i miss the times where we wreck havoc at jalan kayu prata shop.

I hate NP and i hate my class. i feel so smothered.

rodeo bbq and post exam post.

2006-06-11T03:27:00.000+08:00

hooo! i m back.. lol. frm my rodeo bbq, and nt forgettin common tests had ended. lets start tokin about common test.

5th june: Business law. Paper was manageable. finished it within 45 minutes. kinda amazed also. but made a careless mistake, I DID NOT SAY WAD THEY ARE SELLING IN THE CASE! stupid me. lol.

7th june: MCQ was rather manageable. calculation was a killer. guess wad? i dunno wad is the title of the thing that we are supposed to calculate so that we can compare with the annual value of stay to add in the computation for the statutory income. Answer turned out that the heading title was 10% of renumeration value of stay. BEST PART, I TOOK 20% INSTEAD OF 10%!!!!!!

9th june: last paper. bloody no mood to study juz at the thought of hols being round the corner. Worse still, it was cost accounting. BIG HEADACHE! smoke through the damned paper and came out wif a strong feelin that my name is on the list of re-testees. =x

that bascially rounded up the common test episode. Juz had a rodeo 1-3 bbq at pasir ris park. still quite ok la.. the rain kinda spoiled my mood and alot of other things make me more sian. Had a lot of fun crappin wif my fave victim Bindi. lol. was so happy that Max was here to brighten the day! lol.. alot of ppl last minute dun wan come in the end, den we ended up wif a serious abundance of food. 20+ turned up when we ordered food enuff to feed 40 very hungry men.. u can juz imagine it. den i damn suay. kick weiqiang's soccer ball into sea. Poor bindi tried to get the ball by climbing on the rocks (it was high tide then. so the so called "cliff" was sufficient enuff) but the waves sent the ball floating further out. den guilt driven, i took off my team mac shoes and went into the water to take lor. damn shiok ah the water. so cold. the rest said i was crazy to go in juz liddat. cos they tink at nite the water dangerous la. but it was quite ok to me leh. mebbe cos i am amd so i felt no fear. =x even dickson and max said so. hmph. poor bindi was shivering cos she has this phobia of standing near the sea. but she treaded on the water. nt bad le la. quite a big move made to slightly overcome the obstacle. way to go! i came out of the sea wif only 2 cuts at my left foot la. still ok. could had been worse if i didnt swam further out.

now that term break is herem guess it's time to relax a bit la. den have to rush proj from wednesday onwards. FIT and BLAW, here i come! haha. GSS is here, happy shoppin everyone!

PS: anyone wif spare cash and dunno whr to spend it on, i dun mind a new adidas shoes. =)

abt the song

2006-06-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

The song that i juz posted in the previous post was a song that i sung in sec skool choir.. can't really get it off my mind.. it describes my life.. music is one the the greatest gift that god has given to us. no music= no life. get it?

common test is goin on now.. and i dun haf much mood to study.. plus alot of modules i still nt sure wad the tutor is tokin abt.. tink i m gonna die.. haiz.. wells, better gt my ass moving and go study.. good luck to all having common test!

as long as..

2006-06-04T19:25:00.000+08:00

As Long As I Have Music
When the world seems far beyond me
And I have no place to go
When my life seems cold and empty
And I feel I'm all alone
Then a song that I remember
Helps to ease my troubled mind
And I find the strength within me
To reach out just one more time

For as long as I have music
As long as there's a song for me to sing
I can find my way, I can see a brighter day
The music in my life will set my spirit free

When the road is dark and lonely
And I feel I want to cry
When the dreams I keep inside me
Seem to fade and almost die
Then I call upon my music
And it helps to dry my tears
And I know that I can make it
I'll go on despite my fears

For as long as I have music
As long as there's a song for me to sing
I can find my way, I can see a brighter day
The music in my life will set my spirit free
Set me free!

end of isp

2006-05-31T01:59:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since my last post. lol.. Kinda slacked alot this week.. no mood for doing tutorials.. bascially juz anyhow do.. Common test is coming, and i tink i will flunk cost accounting cos tutor too pro.. pro in makin me blur..

Great Singapore sale is here!! woots.. time to go buy new shoes le.. and more bball jerseys.. haha.. my shoes friction is wearing off quite fast... sian.. maybe gettin the Nike speed.. and i wan buy tt t-mac slippers! argh.. see so long le still nv se the price drop.. gonna go queensway sometime soon.. during tt precious 2 week break.. lol..

went out wif my 3 fave ladies frm srjc choir.. mag,ying and maxi.. and nt forgettin my best partner chun hong.. haha.. chatted alot and ate at crystal jade(PS).. food was much better compared to the last time we went.. den we went to the arcade in dhoby ghaut mrt station to play bball shooting.. Maxi's unorthodox way of shootin turned out to be very accurate.. kept losing to her.. =x too bad geok leng couldn't make it.. i m starting to miss her like siao le.. lol.. wonder how are the rest of the choir peeps doing..

Ended ISP(tt's social psychology in case ua ll dunno) on monday.. my final presentation was so-so.. cant expect much from a work tt was done un 2hr eh? ppl took 2weeks eh.. lol.. I realised that this module realli changed my thinking methods alot.. i can now see and analyse things and other's action better with understanding, it sorta let me read wad and why ppl are behaving this way.. cool huh. proud of myself.. actually ISP is nt bad leh. juz tt it is quite hectic but it really change my life alot juz from the few basic concepts and skills i haf learnt..

Next sem gonna learn jap.. haha... quite a bad choice la.. but den nvm.. i gt shui shui and chelly same class as me! weee~ haha.. so happy lor.. wad can go wrong wif my 2 besties around? lol.. luv u 2 lots.. and congrats to chelly for overcoming the tuff times..

oh. i watched da vinci's code last week.. show wasnt tt bad.. but i still tink reading the novel is much better.. watched wif th BIT gang.. haha.. quite suay lor..i found out i lost my student card somewhere in Jurong point together wif my ez link.. kns.. so sian diao lor.. need spend alot to make the replacement cards.. haiz.. and i m seriously running out of cash..

Sometimes, it's just so hard to forget someone tt u once loved deeply.. yes, u can say tt time heals all wounds, but it's the scars that evokes the sad memories.. I'm so confused rite now.. I tink i haf fell for this gal, but then, i'm afraid tt i mite juz tk her for a substitution only.. and i tink i'd be a real bloody bastard if i realli do so.. haiz.. dun realli noe wad's goin on wif me rite now.. supposed to be studyin for common tests le but come here blog.. =x

watched superband last nite.. glad to see alfred's band(soul) doin well.. but i still tink they seriously need to improve alot on singing.. Peiling, better start teaching them the right breathing techniques hor.. Felt damn pissed when tt useless Xia Ri feng (summer wind) made it in.. I noe amber sucked last nite but tt summer wind was so horrendous. omg.. cant believe my own eyes..

oh b4 i end this post, it's come to my notice that alot of ppl are fallin ill.. Pls tk care peeps, common test coming le..muz tk care den can survive the dumb common test.. haha.. drink more water ya? cyaz..

Lame stories

2006-05-24T10:05:00.000+08:00

When I was young, I lived in a deserted kampong deep in the jungle. Every night, my mother would ask me not to go home too late as there won't be any transportation after a certain time. One night, before going home, I ta pao a kueh teow soup for supper. I was late and I waited for the taxi/bus but there was none. I was getting worried as the night was getting darker and darker. So I tried to flag down private vehicles to take me home. There was no one stopping for me, till one motorcyclist took compensation on me and stopped to give me a lift. He was a man with a kind face. I accepted his offer and got onto his motorbike. On the way home, we would pass by a temple. At night, the temple would look eerily spooky with the dim lights from the candles. At first,the motorcyclist was warm and friendly. When the temple was approaching, the motorcyclist eyes grown bigger and bigger.His kind face turned to a face of anger. He was muttering something loud but was not audible to me. I was so scared that I closed my eyes in order not to see his angry face. Then, the motorcylist stopped in front of the temple and then yelled at me. "Your kueh teow soup is so hot!! It is burning my thigh! Can you please move it away???"

Haha.. this is a lame story that i haf come acrossed. been rottin lately doing nth.. and worse still, social psychololgy project's due nxt week. sian ah.. Dear year ones, pls dun take social psychology no matter how cool the name sound. it sux.. lol.. This sem is getting so tough, projects so hard to do den always not enough time.

Went out with rodeo 1 last friday.. haha.. the ppl are so funny la.. tt irritating min er and yi hong(i dunno how to spell their names la) really can drive anybody mad. Weixiong sort of chose his ASCO le.. Aint gonna tell u who... lol.. Haven't been doing anything productive lately.. been stoning alot. and lots of tutorials nt fully done. si bei sian ah.. Only maple alot... My sin's going to be lvl 30 soon.. lol.. excited.. dunno whether be sin or be bandit sin.. =x

Yongsheng's realli pissing me off by nt doin his tutorials. always tk my answers go present. kns la.. tt time blaw lect gt show sample of past yrs project and tt shitter told me go see so that i will noe how to do the project for the group. it's like WTF? tt is the prob when u work wif guys, they are damn lazy.. haiz.. lcky this sem i still gt FIT with the gals.. if not i tink i relli can die le..

zzzz.. now having FIT tutorial now.. better pay more attention to tt tutor's crap.

New skin!

2006-05-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. managed to modify this blog skin.. changed the song to SHE new song also! lol.. i'm so gonna love my blog. Hebe Rox!

dieded

2006-05-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

I'm back.. haiz.. Skool sux.. Did my isp presentation today and there were hiccups here and there.. bu tink can scrape through ba.. sux sia..

Tks amanda, liwen and shui shui for ur concern, i'm much better now le. =) no worries.

Well, had a Maple guild outing on saturday. It was super fun. but still felt kinda weird when u hafta call each other by maple nick instead of real name. And the character i used to join the guild was heb3rox so everyone started callin me hebe. argh. We had dinner and crapped around. den watched MI3. super nice movie! Maggie Q so pretty ehs.. omg.. hmm.. saw the trailer for Fast and Furious: Tokyo Drift. Kinda like the opening for Need for Speed: Most wanted. lol. but tink it will be nice ba.. Starts on 16 jun! And b4 tt, there's 2 super nice movei that i wanna watch which is X-men 3 and Da Vinci's code. Gonna spend quite alot this month eh.. lol.

let's do a bit of gossiping. I m so du lan wif how things are in the class. wl's grp taking all the subject rep roles which is a major relief for me. all i haf to do is to order them around. BUT, juz last week nia they alr created alot of probs liao. and i hafta clear their shit cos i m the class rep. it's like so...WTF! Juz Blaw alone i had to face so much complains.. tutorial they were supposed to present qn 8 but they came unprepared and act like nth happened at end of tutorial when tutor left out the question. AND THEY FUCKIN WALKED OUT PRETENDIN NTH HAPPENED! WTFOMGKNNBCNWTHLABIA! den the tutor realised tt he forget to go thru qn 8(he's tt gay paul chang btw) and he blamed me for nt reminding him. I was like WTH?!?!?! I M FUCKING NT THE BLAW REP AND Y ARE U BLAMING ME U GAY FUCK!?
And so, us guys concluded that there is a power struggle in class and this sem's gonna be a killer. nvm. i shall tk things one at a time.

And the other prob is the choosing of blaw proj question. When i called tt blaw rep to tell her abt hte qn i haf chosed(I remember distinctively that Mr gay say it's a first come first serve basis, besides i nt kiasu liao, i waited till b4 tutorial den tell her), she told me bluntly tt muz wait til in classroom then can choose question. I was like wth? teacher say last week alr can choose le den she juz hung up abruptly. feeling pissed, i went to ask shui shui to faster choose topic b4 the ones they wanna do are taken up. then when pau called, she said the question number only she heard someone in the background saying" dun let them take tt question". I'm not gonna say who made tt statement. u noe who u are. and to caroline if u see this post, i understand it's nt entirely ur fault but if u wanna mess wif me, think thrice. i may slp during tutorials but i noe wad's goin on.
Evidently, someone in that clique has suggested to each take the role of a module rep juz to be in control of the tutorials and I'm utterly disgusted by this action. Skool's for everyone to study, nt to play politics. AND I DUN GIF A FCK IF U (the mastermind) SEE THIS, IF U CONTINUE TO SCREW AROUND IN CLASS, I SHALL DECALRE WAR. btw, as the module rep, U ARE NT SUPPOSED TO RESERVE THE QUESTION FOR OWN USE, BESIDES U HAF NO RIGHT TO REJECT US IF WE TAKE THE SAME QUESTION THAT U WANTED TO TAKE! TT'S ABUSE OF POWER U BUNCH OF JACKASS!
btw, dun forget i'm the class rep. and to start off, i dun tink they even respect me as class rep(nt tt i wan the respect frm them either) as they straight away tell tutor they wan be rep w/o discussin wif the class whether they agree. at least haf the basic courtesy to tell me that u wan be rep and let me consult the rest. it's so fcking obvious they are up to no good (nt tt i xiao qi, but even the rest of the class think tt something is wrong). In fact, i'm so happy to haf ppl to order around doing all the sai kang i used to do. but it is the dirty tricks that they are tryin to pull tt piss me off totally.

phew. finally gt this off my mind.

Oh on a side note, my heb3rox finally lvl 50 le.. can go chiong sin liao.. if gt cheap tobis to sell come find me hor.

PS: u noe who u are, if u haf nth to hide, there's not pt in gettin angry over this post. only guilty person will be angry wif my allegations. Unless u prove me wrong, i'm not gonna change the schema i haf of u.

saddddddddd

2006-05-11T03:35:00.000+08:00

fckin sad now... saw her frenster profile. omg.. status MARRIED. heart stopped beatin alr. the pain is unbearable.

Went to MJChoir concert juz now. they sounded nt bad. crappy musical there.

Did badly for social psycho presentation on monday. having another presentation nxt monday. feelin the heat. yr 2 sux. i wan go back yr 1. class peeps are pissing me off. all the negative emotions cumulating inside me. gonna blow up soon. back off if u noe wad's good for u. hafta put on my mask everyday when i go to skool. I always hate thurs. and this particular thurs is gonna be tuff for me.

haiz. y is it so hard to forget someone u once loved so deeply? mebbe i shld be happy for her.. and tt lucky bastard. i dunno. super confused. tons of work nt done. stuff i piling up. gg slp nw. hope i will feel better when i wake up for skool to go for tt fckin tax lect. argh. somebody kill me pls.

Sentosa hou ji

2006-05-08T01:48:00.000+08:00

kk.. let's recall wad had happened over the past few days.. Life's been borin as usual. My teacher advisor (tt's form teachers for u sec skool kids or civics tutor to u brats at jc) still remains as the secret character as cost accountin tutorial has been cancelled due to "unforseen circumstances" as it was said on the notice outside the door. My tutors for this sem is juz great.. Taxation is taught by this new tutor.. She's quite good except for the fact tt she has this tendency to be talkin her own alien language and leave us in amusment. FIT(not fitness, is finance of international trade) tutor is an middle aged lady tryin to act cute in class.. her lameness is reall -.- tt i nth to say.. her teachin still nt bad though.. had my favourite accountin tutor for IFA.. I can sense my AD comin.. whahaha.. oh wells, lets be humble, A will do le.. *beams* My blaw tutors is tt gayish guy tt we see during the baoc perfomance day.. rem this muscular guy tt dance and gif a gay smile? tt's him! omg.. teachin still ok except tt i keep seein him as super gay. lol..

Went to sentosa trip on saturday. Nt many ppl was there.. had lotsa fun though.. despite the weather bein rather crappy. lol.. dinner at pasta mania. Shuqin and Elaine joined us. had tons of crap and lame jokes being exchanged. omg..

My isp presentations is tmr.. finally finished my analysis( if not how gt time to blog rite?). hope i did ok.. good luck to me! wahhaa..

BAOC'06

2006-05-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

woots.. sry all for my long absence.. Been busy all these while.. haha.. nt bad la.. it's nt every day u get to see me busy k.. anyways, during the last week of hols, i went for the Business and Accountancy Orientation Convention(BAOC) as a Student Coordinator(SC). met a few familiar faces such as my pretty choir junior Peiling and some frens tt i noe thru jc.. haha.. nt bad eh.. was assigned to this crappy grp of SC and SB known as wild wild rodeo 3.. Believe me, u wun want to tok to us anymore once u get a taste of our crappiness.. lol.. the seniors consisted of me, Maximillian Ban(Maximiser), Bee Hsing(bah gua cos of the Bee Cheng Hsiang),Bindi(Note: she's a chinese), Jessei(from the notorious Team Rocket), Kokrui( MY GAY BUDDY!! WAHHAHA) and Christine(thick brows *naruto fans noe wad i mean). haha.. basically our grp quite united la.. and quite on also.. though nt wad u wld call the best an OGL can get but they are a bunch of nice kids.. really.. they were cute and spontaneous and most of them are quite lively(those tt act quiet de all act cool nia. they are darn crappy, am i rite Hu**i?) ya.. had fun wif them lor.. reallly love these freshies.. haha..

den skool started le.. sad to say some of the ppl are nt in the class cos fail module. and wif my buddy gone, i tink tuts are gonna be a chore w/o him.. haiz.. Some ppl are realli darn buay zi dong de leh.. realli lor.. ask me print notes i help le den nv pay me money.. tink i own bank ah.. fckin cheap skates eat my money.. AND I M NT THE CLASS REP ANYMORE(as of 2nd may '06, and i dun tink i wanna be class rep anymore, fckin sai kang all i do..) but they all expect me to print stuff for them as though i owe them.. wth la. oh!! last tues we had a Rodeo 3 outing!! whaha.. nt all turn up la.. but den we had fun.. haha.. went play pool at beauty world wif some other rodeo SCs and SBs and saw the 2 pros play.. Joel and shawn(omg, they are realli beyond god like, esp joel!)

played quite a while b4 we went to haf dinner at cafe cartel! haha.. amanda has proven tt a petite woman wif slim figure can eat as much as a fat panda like me!! omg!! i m reallli impressed by her appetite and her ability to maintain her figure.. lol.. pro sia.. took quite a few pics, den we gossiped a bit.. lol. realli enjoyed alot sia.. and here comes the best part.. THE WHOLE OF RODEO FAMILY IS GONNA HAF A SENTOSA OUTING THIS SAT!! 6TH OF MAY!! WOOTS~

Lol.. i noe i m crazy, tell me sumtin new ya? kinda hyped up for this sat.. can go out play!!! weee~ haha.. realli made alot of frenz this time.. esp frm BIT side.. BIT PPL ROX! haha.. this goes out to beng chow, ying lai, ying han, bindi, shu qin and joel!! haha.. they are realli nice ppl.. oh ya.. teh few of us are now in a new fan club called ACE!! haha.. it's currently a secret society wif alot of ppl.. cant say much in case other ppl noe wad our operations are.. lol..

haiz.. one bad news to end the post wif.. MY BILLABONG BAG SPOIL LE!!!!!!! T.T
k la.. it wasnt wad u'd called ex but it was the first bag i ever chose for myself!!! and i luv/hearts/sayang it wif all my heart!! haiz.. sad sad sad.. I HATE AMANDA AND GENA! cos u 2 ask me help u all gt tb den i put in bag.. the books so heavy can cos the strap to break.. argh.. u 2 better treat me nice b4 i bite ur heads off.. so juz now went j8 look arnd at 77th street and bought a crumpler bag cos my dear bestie chelly says tt it is super durable.. but cost me a big bomb though.. haiz.. sry folks, no more k box for quite some time le.. need go work more liao.. haiz...

tutorials are such a killer.. wtfomfgmofoknnbccb*^#@&^#@^#^*@^#^@^#*^*@

wtf

2006-04-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

this is so wtf.. ppl frm jc flamin us poly students.. wad's wrong wif kids nowadays? JC BIG FUCK AH? U JC PPL LOSE TO US POLY MAPLERS DEN FLAME US IN FORUMS? GT BALLS COME KS US LA!!!!! KNNBCCBWTCOMFGWTH&(*@#&;*(#&(*@&#*(@&(#!!!! i m so pissed off with tt redpony.. wtf.. if wanna noe more read here.. childish ppl.. wad;s wrong wif the younger ones nowadays? i dun see jc ppl born in 1987 doing such dumb stuff..

broing

2006-04-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

haha.. been a while since i haf blogged.. erm.. been doin nth lor.. bball maple den sometimes go work.. haha.. so slack.. actually blog today cos i felt like changing blogsong.. This song is Hu Die(butterfly) by David Tao zhe.. hope u all like it.. Do check out the lyrics if u haf the time.. It's a rather meaningful song to me.. and i dedicate it to ym dearet grp of bbla frens frm 603 and my 2 besties in class.. honored eh? haha. k la.. shall end now.. dunno wad to crap.. ohs XMS students, pls sms me if u wanna go back for homecoming.. i haven decide yet...

PS: ym, dun be sad.. It's juz a phase of life tt we muz go through.. I've managed to overcome it, now it's ur turn.. =)

paisei paisei

2006-04-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

oops.. hols start so long le only now den i m here to blog.. haha.. paisei ah.. nth to do leh.. this hols is boring.. nt much jobs out there.. everyday maple maple maple.. haha.. oh!!! i've changed my char's hairstyle le.. woots!! cost me quite a bomb though.. and i m finally 1 more lvl away to using Cromi!! wahaha.. (sry to all non maplers if u dun understand..) ppl are askin me why i m so addicted to playing Maplesstory.. actually, this game is quite boring la.. but den if u play wif ur frens or when u are bored, this si the best way to kill time.. and now wif the rankin system, i m so motivated to chiong maple so tt i can be amongst the top!! wahaha...

other than maple, i also gt help out a bit in BAOC stuff la.. haha.. nt very enthu abt it though.. dunno y.. haha.. maybe cos tt xiao bai an now attachment i dun haf khaki to go crazy wif.. lol.. been bballing alot recently.. and oh ya, b4 i forget, Happy Belated B'day to Lilong( my 13yr bestie) and Hebe(my "wife" whaahahahahhahaha!!) juz wanna wish all the march bday babies tt i haven been seeing a happy belated bday and may all ur wishes, dreams and hopes come true for u all!! lalala.. today's april fools day.. but haven been pullin as many tricks as before.. sian sia.. nvm.. there's always a nxt yr.. oh ppl, if u are super free or need a mhjong khaki pls feel free to call me.. tks.. i m so rotting at home..

exams

2006-02-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

thought that i might juz pop by and leave a post.. haha.. sry for nt postin for so long as usual.. erm.. dun worry abt me in case u guys still tink i'm rather down.. well, kinda survived depression.. Now is exam period!! argh! i hate exams. i mean everyone hate exams.. y the hell do they wanna test all the things u haf learnt at one go and not at instalments? it's really murderous sia.. to be frank, i'm rather confident tt i'd flunk this sem.. realli.. bca totally screwed, wcom was alrite but my IS modules sucks too... omh la..how to gt gd gpa liddat u tell me?

Supposed to be muggin for ffa now la.. but den no mood.. watched campus superstar juz now.. i muz say the kids these days can realli sing.. juz tk a look at khim frm East spring sec.. she's realli damn good.. i daresay she's much better than much of my peers.. and Geraldine frm Clementi ite was kinda cool today.. i always liked her dressin.. she's juz so damn cool la.. wah lao eh.. Theresa was the star of the day. she sung Love X3 by FIR.. wah.. her singing is power, her dressin and dance was rather cute, her eyes are damn enchanting la.. wah.. 1 word says it all.. ZAI!! haha...

hmm.. shall end here.. A lvl peeps, gd luck for ur results this wednesday.. do sme me ur results ya? i will pray hard for u guys.. and poly peeps, pereservere! haha.. hols' juz round the corner.. woots! can go work, play, dota, bball and etc.. wahaha..

我的心声

2006-02-18T09:02:00.000+08:00

I m rather pissed at the fact that Blogger cant show chinese characters nicely on mi blog.. anyways, if u cant see the chinese words below, go to the top left corner of ur explorer and under view, got to encoding and select Unicode( UTF-8). sorry for the trouble.. aint no way i'm gonna remove this post or remove the chinese lyrics..

歌曲：无条件为你歌手：梁静茹专辑：闪亮的星

爱你等于拥有一片天空任何风吹草动都有你存在其中
自然而然的轻松
一路到夏天的尾声无所谓到过於激动
我们有笑容我们曾心动不再是无动於衷
无条件为你不顾明天的安稳为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问有一天坏的可能
无条件为你放弃单独的旅程为你坚强就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂如此沸腾为我爱的人
喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯我愿尽力完成你在我心中几分
难以形容的责任
爱一个人付出才会完整无条件越爱就越深
永远不分啊

tt's what i can say le.. Hy, if you're reading this, pls dun be sorry.. i understand.. after all, things will only work out if both parties are willing.. this one sided relationship would nv work out... but still, thanks for the gd memories we had together.. =)

mi dead..

2006-02-18T00:17:00.001+08:00

sry i had nt been bloggin.. i m so sorry frens.. hmm.. some announcements to make.. as of 18 february 12am, I, Jeremy Lim am gonna start my life afresh.. The old me is totally dead.. i swear.. well, confessed to her my feelings le.. nt on vday though but thru another way.. i haf no regrets ba.. waited for so long le.. at least noe wad she's thinking.. haha.. silly me ba.. went bballing today.. finally realised where my soul truly belong.. ppl's haf always changed with the flow of time, but our frenship, our bonds are always there.. bball mates still as nice as ever, wif new peeps coming up.. kids haf grown so much tt they're on par wif us now.. haha.. time to acknowledge the up and coming ones.. i find true happiness spendin time with them.. though injuring myself here and there, our spirit is still there, play basketball is nt juz a game to us now, in fact is an outlet for us to communicate.. I've gotta train damn hard, lost to those kids le.. lol.. cant blame la.. haven been playin for mths and i'm so fat.. deproved damn lot.. lucky stamina still there.. i guess i m doin quite well in maple for now.. my char is lvling the right way at a fast pace le.. money startin to flow in.. haha.. but life still kinda sux for me.. super broke le.. dun ask me y.. wun tell u de.. haiz.. well.. i've wasted so much of my life on meaningless things.. her message has jolted me awake.. i shld realli start focusin on my studies.. and my gd buddies esp chelly, kristy, long and jack.. i love u all.. u guys realli helped me alot.. ya.. erm.. i dunno how long this change will last, but i am detemined to keep it goin as long as i can.. they say there are many trees in the forest.. maybe time to stop guardin the same tree le.. rest by the riverside and den move on after a while.. haiz.. somehow saying is much more easier than gettin things done.. i haf no mood for most things now.. nt even work.. but tink u all dun need worry abt me la.. tink still can make it alive.. at least i will try.. btw yancheng, nt i dun wanna put solemn music la.. i tink SHE music nicer.. haha.. hebe rox!

frens

2006-01-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

hi ppl..sry for nt updating since new yr.. haha.. feeelin guilty sia.. firstly, thanks to all who wished my happy bday regardless when u wished.. thanks.. very touched.. time too summarise wad i haf done..basically, nth much happened till my bday itself.. y? i gt the usual shitty results and i guess all i can do is study hard which i still haven been doin.. had wcom test on my bday itself( i noe how shitty it is.. tell me sumting i dunno) and i m damn confident i had flunked it.. hhaha... went out wif ben, dearest maxi and piggy, cute jasmine and childish ellyn.. haha.. it felt juz like the old times la.. hangin out together doin lame and stupid stuff.. had the jc feelin back in me.. den the nxt day wen to huting's bbq.. haha.. kinda weird cos mostly there are her colleagues.. our sec 4 class de very few came due to various reasons.. but made this new cool dude thru teck peng and we shared bit of our card tricks.. lol.. had fun sia..

hmm.. time for some airing of thoughts ba.. a fren juz asked me recently " liao bi ar.. so how's ur poly life ar? haf u settled dwn in a clique of urs?"

i was like stunned for a while.. den tinkin back.. i realised i dun belong anywhere.. nt tt i dun haf frens.. juz tt.... i m part of all the cliques i noe.. juz in my sec 4 class alone, i was in the choir clique, 1e4 clique, magic cards clique and bball clique.. i m part of so many cliques, but when it comes to the end, i dun realli belong to any.. haha.. kinda qi chan.. to put it in nicer terms, i m sociable, to speak the turuth, i m juz invisible.. somehow, ppl whom i nv contact for millions of yrs wil gt hold of my number and find me, and most of the time is juz to get a favour frm me... well, nt tt all do this( swt ppl like zi xiang would juz sms to ask how i m doin but most of the oterhs, u noe who u r...) haha... kinda like toilet bowl rite? ppl always dun care abt u until they gt shit to throw to u.. i guess tt's my life.. haiz..

oh.. i found this DISC personality test report which i did long time ago.. haha.. tings tt i din agree wif seems to be coming true. on of the sentence said " u r nv born a leader, but ppl always seek u to help them achieve their dreams. in the end, u r juz a tool to help them achieve their goals."
some of my frens say i m stupid to help these ppl but still, i believe that if it is within my abilities, i should gif my best to help a fren.. tt's wad frens are for rite? haha.. how ironic my life is sia..

haiz.. stil gt a few projects nt done yet.. kns.. tink better pia le... lol.. as if rite? k la.. i will try my best to pia..

To hanyi and Ruifang, early happy bday.. stay happy and cheerful always k? (hey sweeties, will pass u ur presents soon). end of entry. go slp le~

end of yr 2005

2005-12-31T04:06:00.000+08:00

since this is the last day fo year 2005, i m goin to blog cos i feel that i m nt doing my blog and blogders much justice by leaving it here to rot.. shall start frm wad i've been doin since Xmas..

Celebrated xmas with my 603 mates the old fashion way, shall nt elaborate as it's so usal tt i find it part of a routine le.. went out wif mcih on boxing day for k-ing and i had to call her jie jie cos i lost a bet to her... hahaa.... so sia suay.. call ginna jie jie eh.. lol.. but i wrote her a testi callin her jiejie anyways.. see? i so sporting hor? aha... den tues went to rollerblade-cum-cycling-cum-sakae sushi eating-cum-k ing with joyce, aaron, benedict, yingz and magde.. haha.. had quite alot of fun but our wallet realli burn big hole sia.. cycling in east coast during day time is a killer cos there are way too many brats cycling and blading dangerously and if u nv keep ur eyes peeeled for them, u mite kill them all (*note: sg is facing aging population so if u tink killin a few brats is nth, tink twice.)

Wed was quite boring.. Joyce fell sick den i pei her go see doc, den maple all the day.. lol.. Speaking of mapling, i m quite pissed wif the game cos it is infested wif bunch of retards and gangsters such as teck, biibiiecat and etc. bullying ppl using their guild.. i mean guild i juz to gif ppl a sense of belonging to a grp and nt use as a passport to bully ppl.. and i tio hack and scam by ppl in one day.. thank god they only took some of my items and nv leave all 3 of my chars bankrupt. or else all my hardwork wld be gone and can realli cry le.. Thurs was a super great day as i met alot of ppl i miss day and nite.. saw jing yun, adele, dylis, yan cheng and most importantly, YAO MING!! haha.. my fave partner back den in sec 4.. lol.. i realli start to believe absence makes the heart fonder.. haha.. den my baby adele lost her wallet in bk and it realli caused quite a bit of trouble but tink we sorta set things right in the end.. nt tt we found the wallet but the necessary admin stuff were all settled.. hahaz.. tt shy adele dun dare call sbs to terminate and ask for claim for her ez link so i had to help her call.. i now can memorise her ic number cos of tt.. lol..

as for ytd, went out to watch family stone wif shui and chelly.. was quite a gg movie, aint wad i'd calll a blockbuster as the plot was kinda in a rush but the shortcomings were made up wif the use of corny jokes.. haha.. nt a very gd movie critic hor? speaking of critic, i muz say tt i luv s.h.e's new album.. nt tt the main track was nice.. track 5 called yue gui nu shen is so damn bloody nice.. their pitchin and harmonising is totally perfect! ahha.. i m so mesmerised by tt song la.. on the whole, their singing has improved a lot except for Hebe cos her singin is alr very well so her improvement was quite small..

Time to look back in the yr.. I started the yr as an Aura ogl.. made alot of ncie frenz during orientation and also the ogl trainin camp. tried many crapppy jobs which were paying gd money and i fell for a gal tt i noe i can never be wif.. made the big decision to go poly which i sumtimes still tink if i made the rite move. poly ppl sucks big time.. nt all but quite a huge proportion of them.. their character and attitude stinks and they think they're the greatest.. This quite true to me from waht i haf obeserved and if any poly pl who read this post, no offense, i might not be referring to u ya? if u tink i did then too bad, u can always fcuk off ba.. haha.. as for jc ppl, we tend to be more playful and sometime be very nerdy, but at least we r nt as corrupted as the bad poly ppl which is quite a big percentage of them.. we dun backstab ppl as much as poly ppl do, and we are more united. tt is something which can never be seen in poly..

i've kinda flunked my first sem alr.. dun ask me y.. i also dunno... but i flunked it.. getting an A instead of AD for INFA was quite a big blow... but i manged to pull my self together but ya, my studyin mood still nt there yet.. nxt fri is macro econs sia.. jc ppl, i need ur help so is time to rise to the occassion and go save the panda!! haha.. I m thankful for the nice ppl i've met in poly.. yes, and tt includes michelle, kristen, jansen, all ex xms ppl, ppl i noe in BAOC and some of those i noe in challenger's camp.. u guys realli helped me pull thru the tuff times in poly.. luv ya all... seriously, other than makin more money, i've had quite a lifeless yr.. nth much has changed abt me, only tt i luv my frenz more and i made new frenz who realli rocked my life.. and tt i've taken up bloggin which i tot i would nv haf the interest to do so.. new yr, new hope.. new resolution.. i hope i can be more decisive nxt yr and spend more time wif my god sisters.. they realli play a major part of life.. and nt forgetting my bros which i've been spending most of my life wif them..

haha... think i cant write anymore le.. too tired.. an early happy new yr everyone!! someone' bday is coming soon wor.. *hint hint* haha.. early happy b'day to all fellow january babies( esp to hanyi and huiting, 1e4 rox! haha) and ahppy belated bday to all dec babies whom i've missed out for whatever reasons it may be.. hope we haf a peaceful yr ahead and i can carry on bear wif the nonsense my class has been giving me.. haiz.. tink better start the yr wif a gd tot, so to my dearest best buddy/brother/gay partner ong lilong, happy 12th aniversary!! haha.. we've been buddies so long le.. cant believe it.. i luv u mr nice guy.. haha.. tink i m goin mad soon.. tt's all for my post.. tata~

FOC

2005-12-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.. finally back from the challenger's camp.. i miss my notebook, my online buddies, bball, bed, my PS2 and Ipod.(those tt i forgot to say tt i miss pls forgive me.. aint in right state of mind now..)

Challenger's camp was great, awsome, amazingly cool.. my grp wasn't tt great at first with probs here and there but we became quite bonded towards the end.. which is quite a gd thing.. haha.. we won the best in silly games award(tt was the title of the bonding games they created la.. so if they call it silly games, only silly crew ppl can plan out de rite?). we had quite alot of fun, my grp came out with 2 cheers(1 frm gu and the other frm debbie and gang). was surprised to haf benjamin song in my grp. haha.. haven been seeing him for a long time since we last met to collect our o's results. we learnt this very nice cheer abt FOC which i think is super cool..

It goes something like this:
WE~~~~~~ come from FOC
Famous in NP
Come from a very special family
Fight for glory
Fight for Victory
Fight with a spirit never seen before
FOC! FOC! All the way!
We like it here we like it here we found ourselves a home
A home! A home sweet home!
*11 claps* FOC!

The cheer needs a bit of singing but is super nice and can do till very loud. I'm really impressed with the cheer.. The way poly cheers are made is quite diff from wad we make in jc.. Poly seems more garang while jc we empahsise on how cool the cheer would sound.. whatever it is.. i tink coming up with cheers is quite tiring.. hafta tink alot and also make sure there is some sort of a tempo there.. if nt the cheer would be cmi de.. haha.. tink i shall end here la.. wil blog more whne i can think of wad to write.. =/

apologies

2005-12-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

Long time no post.. hope no one's angry with me( eh u ginna! i'm posting alr!) for not coming here that often.. haha.. aint gt tt much to post since the last one.. Lif'es more hectic as usual, suffered quite a few blows emotionally and i managed to flunk my FFA test juz now. well done rite? for those who dunno, FFA = POA(a bit more chim only) which is supposed to be my forte.. haha.. guess was too overconfident and din study.. made a very stupid mistake(i dunn feel like elaborating it here).

I've come to realised that secondary school frenz are my most precious buddies and I wanna declare out to all the nice ppl i've ever known in Xinmin since yr 2000, I love you all... hahas.. Esp 1E4'00 and 4e4'03. they really make life worth living, and i've no regrets knowing u guys.. poly ppl aint as simple as they seem to be.. ppl trying top manipulate u, backstabbers(well, they're everyhere but poly is the time the population become quite prominent). It's nt that I did not make any nice frens in poly k.. Just sorta realised it recently la.. poly frenz tt I've made kinda rox. Ppl like ah shui, ginna, Chicken so far,(U arse.. keep getting me into deep shit but dun worry, i still luv u.. muahaha), Xiao hei, Penguin, Bo han and Swimming. Thanks alot guys, for being there for me and making poly life fun.

Poly ppl aint as fun as they may seem, trust me man.. Especically when u kenna my class ppl.. Except for a few, most of them are rahter spoilt brats, den do thing also not on de.. haiz.. dunno wad to say sia.. JC ppl may seem like geeks but trust me, we work hard( nt tt i do) and we play hard(tt's wad i do all the time.. lol..)

erm... actually haf alot more to say la.. but dunno start from where so i shall stop here.. ginna~ hope u are happy with the length ba.. haha.. if u nt happy, WHO CARES? IT'S MY POST! =P haha.. k la.. go rot le.. Maplers rulez~

Fucked up

2005-11-22T13:11:00.000+08:00

CB! my fucked up classmates. kns.. ask me print notes den some dun want notes for certain modules. like juz now, i ask this idiot if she wants only biz management notes and she said ya, den now tell me she only want ffa. fuckers. kns. so troublesome.. go fly kite la.. rot in hell u bunch of jackasses.. (guys and some of my close frens in the class, dun worry, u're not included in this curse. *grins*)

These assholes are realli gettin on my nerves man.. try being saboed to be almost rep fr everything( thankfully, peiting volunteered to be wcom rep though is wif a motive but well, it's a relieve) and having to tolerate all their nonsense. is lik WTF la.. haiz.. sry for my angry tone cos i relli nid to vent out( juz in case there is relli ppl who bother to come here and read all this bullshit)

wel time to tok abt wad i've been doin la.. my LMS group is quite fun cos of christina and phil clowning around durin meetings.. went out with joyce, christina(the one i knew in srjc). de sheng and benedict to play pool.. lol.. as ususal, they called me oput of the blue to go play la.. had quite alot of fun, played time attack( trying to finish a game in 5 minutes). Joyce may seem to be playin quite badly when we were playin doubles but she suddenly turn so pro when we were playin time attack! haha.. guess she does work better under stress.

k la.. gtg le.. now actually in macroecons lectur.. lol.. but ahf this urge to blog so here i am.. tk care peeps and those who finished their a levels, pls gif me ur macroecons notes.. thanks..

neighbour pau

2005-11-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

wahha.. i'm here to say all the bad things ofthis neighbour i haf by the name of pau.. lo.. actually is pauline la.. she is a chao bugger.. so nonsense and crappy.. dunno y we can click so well also.. haha..the worse thing is she is so ultra lame andbhb tt sometimes tokin tho her can be quite murderous to oneself.. lol.. well, skool's kinda started full swing le and i find i tquite tiring leh.. how sia.. jzu start only alr half dead.. lol.. den still haf to deal with this little neighbour hu is quite blur and troublesome at tiems.. lol.. but hafta admit she is quite nice to me also la.. make me go buy comb for her and carry her stuff, lucky nv make a slave out of me.. haha..

well, enuff of crappin.. time to say sumtingof more content.. First, i'd like to declare tt my IS group rox cos gt Zhe Ying and Bo Han in the class.. the rest fo the ppl all quite nice also eh.. Nt tt i noe them tt well but tt's the first impression i haf.. we'll be missing andrew durin FFA cos he failed infa, which is quite a big blow to me as he's the first student i taught tt failed. haiz.. am i losing my touch? hmm.. gonna tink it over.. btw, i've come to realised tt i do really like her eh.. well, at first i tot it was jzu a crush so i'd get over her soon but ya, after like so long le still cant seem to erase her off my mid.. hmm.. so many things and so little time to solve.. well, i guess i wun be spendind tt much time on bloggin ba... maybe once a week shall do since tt i seem to reach the stage tt my life is kinda borin.. lol.. oh ya.. on the side note, i do realise tt some ppl are realli gettin more and more CB liao.. start to get on my nreves liao.. hope they realises it b4 i flar up.. oh ya, did i mention tt i so suay kenna class rep( i hope it's juz temp), Bca rep, FFA rep and biz management rep? oh man.. things gonna get sucky...

sorrySorry ppl! haha.. haven been updating this blog for so long le.. lol... been workin at MOE examniantion branh

2005-11-01T04:12:00.000+08:00

Sorry ppl! haha.. haven been updating this blog for so long le.. lol... been workin at MOE examination branch as temp checker. quite slack actually.. do some stupid stuff tt even kids can do and get paid. Thanks magesh for this job sia.. lol.. nth much has changed abt me except tt i finally gt my new specs.. lol old one simply juz cannot make it la.. still haven gt the courage to ask her out on a date yet, stil as suannin ppl as ever and been goin out with pau, mich and kristen last saturday and juz now.. din noe tt these kids are quite fun to hang arnd wif.. juz now debbie also gt come along when we go k box.. haha.. she realli made the session so much more fun with the songs she chosen..

Life's been quite boring actually, now tt skool's started, guess i wun be workin tt much ba... FFA is still quite easy so far, and the saddest thing is tt my timetable sux and i haf no classmates same class as me for IS modules.. FUCK sia!!! knn nb ccb wtf wth$&^$&%*^%*&%%&%*!!!! sian sia.. well, mich aint tt better off since she gt tt fashion consultant as her classmate.. lol..
haiz.. gettin tired le.. later hafta work mornin.. go slp le.. zzzzzzzzz... btw, those with maple a/c add me h3b3rox. till nxt tym folks.. take care~

oh ya.. ppl takin A or O lvl, jia you k?
let's hang out together after ur last paper.. all the best!

urge

2005-09-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

Juz haf this sudden urge to blog. well, studying for CIP exam now. kinda sian cos so much things to cover. INFA on fri was quite ok except for some careless mistakes. hope still can get AD.. =X sad to say, i haven't been studying these few days. tt's y now burning midnight oil lor.. sian sia.. lol. still no motivation. and realised tt i do like her.. been tinking abt her non stop.. sian.. but still, everything will hafta wait till i finish this big hurdle: exams. haha..hope i can really make it despite being so slack.. hope she does well too.. and to all poly frenz out there, jia you wor! after exams le we go out together k? well, shall end here for now ba. hope i can make it alive til the next post.. lol

It's over.

2005-09-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

Well, to the start it off, let's talk abt Project Superstar finals. i was there, the atmosphere was juz right. fans goin crazy, shouting cheers, enthu emcees. well, everything was perfect. to top it off, i was part of the live audience.

well, i muz say tt their live performance was alright. all did their best though wei lian performance was sorta way below standard. Kelly's so close to perfection, his was way too far away frm perfection. but still, their spirit were admirable. Results was also kinda expected, the sympathy votes helped him pull through and he won, but Kelly won a contract from universal music, which is definitely gd for her as play music ain't tt capable of allowing their stars to max out their potential. Good for u kelly. who knows? one day she might be singing wif wilber! lol.. i'm sure there're ppl out there trying to tell me tt wei lian did it wiht his capabilities, but oh wells, admit it, his abilities is nowhere near kelly, nt to forget junyang, whom has so far scored the highest score tt the judges ever gave. trust me, wei lian's singing was horrendous if u ever heard it live. his singing style ain't helping him as it kinda irritates the ears. in fact, his duet wif JJ was super off pitch, even jj was singin out of tune. the best part of the concert was when junyang and xin hui had their duet, singing wu ding. they look so sweeT! lovely couple sia.. lol. but sadly junyang forgot his parts. sad. if nt it'd be perfect. lol.. speakin of jy, did i mention tt Candyce is VERY VERY VERY chio in person? chanel also wor.. lol.. derrick is still as cute as ever, jason wif his care bear smile and wei chong look kinda ugly in person. ya. ugly's the word. the songs performed by the rest of the contestant is damn nice, the dance was cool, singing was damn nice and i got to see alot of derrick and junyang. kelly's last 2 songs was absolutely perfect. the whole audience was enchanted by her charisma. tt's wad a superstar shld be ppl. weilian was kinda sincere in his singing, but as he progressed, he lost his concentration and morale therefore amking his performance a total disgrace. i noe this may sound biased since i've always supported derrick and kelly all along but ya, if u were there live, u'd noe wad i mean. surprisingly, wei lian sounded better after i went home to watch the recording. did they edit his singing? hmm..

took quite a bit of fotos with my lousy camera and end up none of the pics were deemed as presentable so i shall nt upload any yet. wait till my fren send me hers ba. lol. to sister chin pei: really thanks for the tix ya? *muacks* well, now tt everything's over, time to settle down and start studyin le! argh.. haven touch anything at all.. omg.. tt's all for now peeps.. tk care and all the best in ur studies.

HapPy~ WoOOoooHooOOoo~

2005-08-31T03:17:00.000+08:00

Wahaha... hey peeps.. cheer for me ya? cos i finally gt the tix to go watch th Project Superstar Finals.. Meaning I'm so gonna see Derick and Kelly in person! and nt forgettin Junyang wor.. And the Sole credit goes to Chin Pei! she gt this lobang to get the tix for $30 a pair sia.. It's a steal as they're going at 100+ at market price sia.. tt's the effects of price floors. lol..

* i realised wadever i typed before could make me get sued for flaming so yups, i deleted this section le..*

Well, gt this new blog skin cos my dearest aunty Choo say tt the previous one was bad for ppl's eyes.. see? i'm so gd to u lor.. Quit saying tt i'm a big bully.. wahaha.. well, tink i juz now too high till now a bit battery flat le wor.. wanna go slp le..

Hmmm....

2005-08-30T01:33:00.000+08:00

Well, by now think u all can see tt i'm so damn bored.. 2 posts in a day.. it's like omg la.. supposed to start studying le but juz cant seem to get the mood.. lol.. so here i am.. juz feel like writing down my thoughts..

Well, it finally dawned upon me tt some "frenz"(well, i use the "" to show tt though i treat them as frenz, thy're actually mere acquittances) around me are one hell of a show off. showing off how gd they've done in their studies and den pretend to show empathy and be a bit humble abt it.. I mean come on la, want show off juz go all out, dun act hypocrite and den say it as though it was by sheer luck tt u made it man.. or lagi best, tell ppl u did nt study even though u mugged day and night b4 the test. Dun lie to me dude, i may seeem oblivious but ya, i do noe it. though i may seem dumb but well, humans gt their six sense rite? so stop making urself look like a total idiot k? wise up dude. u might haf been better than me in grades but ya, in life, it's nt the grades tt counts. EQ is the thing. and come to think of it, these so called high achievers has super low EQ. and been proven tt there's no inverse relationship between IQ and EQ. look, i've gt an IQ of 139 but i dun think my EQ is low at all. maybe i juz dun bother to use my brains at all and i'm nt complaining.

Well, time to move on to something of a lighter tone. I think my right brain has start to stop functioning. i cant make out wad note was being played on the piano anymore, and i cant make out if my sis singing has gone flat or wad. i dunno.. tink i've been out of choir for too long tt my right brain is dying.. lol.. brain dead huh.. gues Brenda was righ afterall.. too much stoning will kill brain cells. lol.. sure work hard to get my ears back in shape. well, in my previous blog i was saying tt i'll tok a bit abt my class right? to those who bother readin m blog, here's ur long awaited post ba.. Basically i've started to grown to luv my class alot, especially the guys.. cos there's like only 5 of us but ya, i tink tt's wad makes us united. Since there's only 5 of us, we sorta stick together as a grp for all of our projects and imuz say tt we're nt doin very well cos os some embers but ya, we madeit thru. all i can hope is tt we'd nt be in the same grp anymore. as for the gals side, i''m still ok with them la.. as in i dun really get any trouble frm them except for one particular gal, whom i tink those in my class will noe la.. lol.. being the class rep is kinda tedious la.. cos my classmates aint the kind to take initiative de, den alomost everythin i settle for them.. kinda became the mother takin care of kids sia.. lol.. so one fine dy we had this calss outin at sentosa(nt everyone was there but oh wells..) and it sorta binded the gals together la.. bonds between each other has strengthened and they seem to be more united le ba.. I muz say the credit goes to Debbie Sng EEEEEEEEEEEE Pei(i like to emphasise on the E part.. her name sounds nicer when u pronounce it this way.. ^^) cos she's the one who suggested this outing. though kinda had trouble gettin the class to go but ya, we still managed to go to sentosa. basically almost everyone in the class gt a nick le..(i'm proud to be one of the few creators) we haf the Ginna Michelle, monkey kristen, Pau and EEEEEe pei as the F4(female 4, nt wad u think la idiot), Sotong, the 2 Da jie da(maybe shall name them Twins?), Angel and Mrs James as the noisy 5. Merlion, Polyesther, Luffin Aishah, shu Qing nad The ONE(she's the loner of the class) as the studious club And finally the Koay(my gay partner), Bamboo, Xiao hei, son of Tay and hippo-panda-pig(tt's me!) as the TitanickS. lol.. I muz say despite the agony the class has given me, the nice memories tt we shared over juz this one short sem is kinda sweet ba.. hope these memories will stay with me till the day i die.. =) well well well, it's nt exact;y wad i'd say early now ba.. 2.04 AM. lol.. tt's all for now..

Disappointed.. ='(

2005-08-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

BooOO~ dammit man.. I didn't win the tix for Project Superstar finals.. lol.. there's like abt 8000+ tix but yet i din get any.. wth man.. lol.. gt so suay ma? well, guess i'm that unlucky.. anyways.. gaonna talk abt my day ba.. had this OCOM table topic test today.. in case u're wondering wad the hell it is, i't where u stand in front of the class and tt teacher juz shoot u with a damn chim tpic den leave u wif one minute to think it over b4 u are asked to talk about it for at least 2 minutes.. tot it's stressing? to top it off, u cant talk for more than two and a half minutes, so even if u haf a very fast brain u still hafta think of how to wrap out.. haha.. guess i kinda flunked mine.. the topics i kenna for these two weeks are like so damn chim la.. bloody teacher.. wth sia.. den went to out to eat with the rest of the guys in my class(as usual, andrew was missing).. den we rot there for a while b4 we went our seperate ways.. kinda realised tt i kinda missed all my frenz back in jc and sec skool ba.. haha.. missed the crazy stuff we do together.. really hope we can meet up soon ba.. =)
well, tt's all for now. wanna go watch tv le.. woOtz~

No Gd No Gd la..

2005-08-28T14:58:00.000+08:00

This is terrible.. It's like a nightmare.. I've juz found out that my exams is so damn round the corner and yet here I am, toying with this blog.. Gees.. I really nees some serious motivation.. HELP!!

My Official Blog

2005-08-28T03:05:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.. After like creating so many millions of blog, i've finally made this official blog le.. can say i'm still quite pleased with the outcome ba.. Shall be back in the near future to blog abt my life i guess.. tt's all for now..